Shany's DreamJournal

[Shany]

I'm starting a dreamjournal here, it could be always helpful. =) [b][size=18]<span style="color:red">March</span> I was in a butcher room with people.There were weird men throwing hachets at us.I remembered in my dream that I already did this dream so I know what I have to do:catch the hatchets and throw them back at them to kill them.Like the other same dream I received an hatchet at my hand but it didn't chop it.But this time I didn't succeed, around 3-4 men were still alive on 6-7.In a second ... we were in lockers rows... my boyfriend get killed , I try to find how but I wasn't seeing any marks on his body , it was intact.We had enough time to say I love you to each other.After this, I had to go out with a bad(in the dream) but pretty guy who goes to my school in real life.I was crying a lot.Then we were in mall but I don't remember this part. I woke up..and fell back asleep. This time I was dreaming I was in someone else's body, who has friends that I never saw, another mother,grandmother.The grandmother was living downstairs.Me and my friends were locked downstairs and my grandmother was not there.. I was hitting the locked door but it wasn't making any sound, I was screaming and only after 30 mins my mother heard me but only screamed my name like shany?(but I was named something else but I don't remember).. I heard my mom screaming upstairs,I finally opened the door and I was going to go upstairs with my friends(the grand mother was killing my mother sadistically(I knew it but I didn't see it), then I woke up because of my alarm clock.The grand mother was really ugly, she had long and yucky grey hair.I really wanted to continue dreaming but the alarm clock decided that it was the end of my sleep time. Still no new lucid dream.

[Shany]

A kind of dream I hate.Last night I was dreaming I was waking up to go to school and I missed the bus ...people around me were people I never saw but who was a big part of my life in the dream, they were very strange.Someone was supposed to drive me to school but never did.I think she was my aunt in the dream.So I said fuck off.. I open de door of the "house" I was but it wasn't a house.. it was a fifthwheels/bungalow w/e the spelling and the ground was very dirty..with cans,plastic bags and tires.. kind of shantytown(thats what the translator said).I was walking around like I knew this place since I'm born..very familiar.The little white dress I was wearing was all torn and dirty.Then, my alarm clock woke me up (in the reality)and I had to go to school for real.I had another dream but I don't remember.It was a kind of school..very natural..grass and trees.. there were flowers,trees and grass on the school too...and huge windows.It was a wonderful garden outside..maybe inside too.

[Shany]

This night I had a wierd dream, I don't remember all but a good part of it.I was in car with a girl I don't remember who it was..she was throwing "extinguisher bombs" to motors and one of them threw one in the windshield and it exploded.. I wasn't burnt or anything.The girl was letting the car rolling in the forest.I was like BREAK!! ans she was like: But we are dead! I was like: NO, BREAK! so she did it.We got out of the car and when we found the path, my boyfriend was there with lots of people, we were like in an amazonia forest with falls and stuff.. there were lots of mosquitos.I was feeling them pricking me on my arms.My boyfriend was like: I feel like being nude.So I said: don't do that, there is a bunch of mosquitos they will all prick you.Someone was running toward us saying: Nadia is crying!!! (a girl in american pie). We walked to see her then the dream changed we were at my grand parents house, all my family were there and nadia too with other people they all wanted to be beside her because she is an actress.. then I saw my dead grand father kicking the door and walking upstairs.. the moment was always repeating(for about 15 times).. but it was nerver the same.. once he was a giant.. another time he was jumping like a rabbit very high in the house.. and then he got upstairs. The End

[Shany]

[b]<span style="color:red"><!--sizeo:18--><span style="font-size:12pt;line-height:100%"><!--/sizeo-->April<!--sizec--></span><!--/sizec--></span> Sorry, this dream will be in french because it's too complicated. Well it was a dream .. I was semi-lucid and I woke up I don't know why and I was like.. I have to come back in the dream to find the person.. so I got back in my dream(lucid) and finished it and woke up again. J'étais dans un magasin avec des filles pour aller chercher de la fourniture et du maquillage pour faire un film(J'étais actrice) puis d'un coup tout se transforme, c'est dans un bâtiment avec des toilettes et un téléphone public, puis il y a une grande ouverture qui donne sur une plage, mais juste entre la plage et l'intérieur il y avait un gros tronc d'arbre.Quelqu'un vient me voir et me dit: Hey Yodel s'est fait mal au genou.Je répond: Il est la lui!? Je ne l'ai même pas vu et il s'est encore écorché le genou! Et une fille dit: Il a voulu venir te parler il était derrière toi mais il a trébuché a cause du tronc. Une autre fille en arrière criait: ET C'EST DE TA FAUTE! C'EST DE TA FAUTE! Je demanda donc: Où est-il maintenant?La même fille du début dit:Un sauveteur est venu l'aider la dernière fois que je les ai vu ils étaient aux toilettes.Alors, je me rend devant la porte des toilettes des hommes puis je décide de la kicker.Le sauveteur la reçois sur la face et je m'excuse.Je demande à lui aussi si il avait vu Yodel.Il me répond: Il est sorti d'ici ça fait longtemps, il est aller appeler et il est parti.Je me rend donc au téléphone public, nu pied en me disant:Je vais attraper des verrues plantaires.Le téléphone est bizarre ... il n'a pas vraiment de téléphone dans le fond, c'est juste une boite noir avec des morceau de métal et un intercome.Je me dit.. fuck off , je vais aller voir dehors(nu pied) si son auto est là.En sortant je regarde partout, il y a le Réno-Dépot à gauche et le fameux Wal-Mart à droite.Il avait beaucoup trop d'autos pour que je puisse trouver la sienne.Je me réveille sans raison. Je me dit que je dois retourner dans mon rêve pour aller trouver Yodel.Je me rendors et je retourne dans mon rêve(semi-lucide donc, je le contrôle parfaitement mes actes).Je retourne aux toilettes et je sautes au dessus des portes pour voir si il y avait du monde(la place fermait bientôt).Il avait juste une toilette de libre, celle complètement à droite.Finalement je le trouve dans la troisième toilette.. je passe en dessous.Il est attaché, c'est le sauveteur qui l'a mit là..comme tout les autres enfermés dans les autres toilettes.Je le détache.. mais le sauveteur entre.. avec une autre victime et ils entrent dans la dernière toilette.Vu qu'il y avait beaucoup de bruit on a réussi à s'échapper. Finalement nous sortons dehors et on s'en va dans l'auto, elle était dans le coin où je n'avait pas pensé regardé.Puis, je me réveille de nouveaux sans raison.

[Shany]

I did some short dreams ...so there they are.. Dream1:I was sitting on my boyfriend's bed covered of filaments of blood. Dream2:I was in a store and I stole a wierd keychain..it looked like a flexible metal spider and 2 inflatable corsets in paperboard wraps.Both could fit in one of my pants pocket.I don't remember the rest.I'm always without money in dreams. Dream3:I was on a quay in front of a house , someone put an airtight inflatable mattress in the water(not the one specialised for the water but the one we use for a bed).I did this part of the dream 3 times but not with the same people(I remembered that in my dream).It was wierd , once it was with my boyfriend's uncle who lives in Memphis and the other, I don't remember.We tried to get on it but it deflated.My brother and his friend decided to stay on it and the water was going on the mattress and they didn't seem to care.The water looked polluted.I don't remember the rest but I know I was trying to escape from the house a little while after but the house was surrounded of water.

[Shany]

I'm on a street near my house, there is that girl I never saw, my friends and my boyfriend just met her.. she has short black hair.. she was on acid...she started talking to me, she seems very nice but I don't understand what she is saying so I ask her to repeat all the time, my boyfriend is laughing behind, he seems to really appreciate her.But some minutes passed and he almost ignores me but when I go beside him he is all takes care of me.He restarts taking drugs and he doesn't want to stop so I break up with him cause I don't want anymore shit cause of this. People in my surrounding is all weird,they act like they weren't seeing me, I have no more family.I tell him that I'm tired of this, of everyone and blah blah blah.. He says: Go kill yourself! kill yourself! I say: Ow! that's gonna hurt losing all my blood gradually. He says:Yea, you won't do it. I says: Are you sure? I go get a knife and pills then come back in front of my garage,in front of him, slit my wrists up and down and take a bunch of pills. He was laughing at first but when he realize that I do it for real, he takes me, goes inside my house and call an ambulance.I wake up in a hospital(it fades from white to the image), he is squatted beside the bed looking at me. Then I say to myself: Oh no, it failed.

[Shany]

I am in a castle room sitting on the throne, there are crowns which are on a table.There are 3 kind women.I am the cruel one.I hand a precious emeraude who give to the person who hand it, the power to control everyone.It slid 2 times from my hands, but I got it back, the women couldn't touch me. After, I appear beside the driver(who was one of the women) in a navy blue car.I see that the road is ending and in front of it the is a waterfall.I open the door and say:the road is ending, stop, I wanna get out.The 2 women in the back say: We are not getting out of this car, get out if you want.So, I leave the door open because I don't wanna get stuck in the car in the water. We are falling in the water, the women scream: Hurry! the car is getting full of water.I'm still able to breathe normally but some seconds after, it starts to get hot and there is not that much oxygen, it still ok. We enter in a momument under water following an old man who looks like the pape without his hat.I am wearing no socks, no shoes, and the floor is freezing.I ask for shoes, the old man tells me: Get 2 poutines(Quebecer's meal made of french fries, sauce and cheese) and use them as shoes, we do that in here.I'm like: what's going on in here? Then, I see a big white paper with a sign wrote in black: 1 plate for ... My alarm clock woke me up. My other dream: I put on my rainbow socks and my boyfriend says: take these off, it's ugly.(I remembered it because when I woke up I put on these socks.)

[Shany]

(In my dream it was tomorrow)I am at home in the afternoon and a guy I know(J.P)come, 2 wierd men take him and bring him in a dungeon. Some hours passed, it's 10:00 pm my boyfriend is not yet arrived, well, he was supposed to be there since 4:30 pm.I wanna phone him but he must be sleeping.I go downstairs and I listen to the message left by him 2 second ago.I leave him a message too, we were communicating by vocal messages.I ask him if he know about J.P he says yes. I get a flash of the dungeon from outside then I'm there, standing in front of the door of the torture room.Someone opens it for me.It's really gore... decapitated persons on torture machins, some people are still alive.Some big men attach me over another guy with straps. I appear with him floating on a cloud. I wake up.