Hey, I like this a lot better than going to some site that promises some kind of dream journal. Much easier to update and get feedback.

I'll start with last night:

2 failed attempts to wild (both right before going to bed and also a WBTB at 7 AM) had me pretty frustrated (the problem is not falling asleep uncounciously like it used to be, now it's concentrating too hard and not being able to sleep at all).

Interestingly enough, however, I had a weak DILD after my WILD attempt. I call it weak because I didn't have much control and I was thinking outside of the box; i.e., I kind of went along with the storyline. Currently I'm studying abroad in Madrid, Spain. I truly dislike the people I go to school with here, they're all extremely overprivileged Americans who get off on the fact that the drinking age is only 18 (I'm 24, most of them are 19 or 20). They all have bad attitudes and the experience feels like high school again. So, this morning I dreamt that, for whatever reason, that we are all at a construction site as if we had come to work here every day. Like at school, they had separated off into their cliques and I was working alone when, for whatever reason, I realized that the situation was not correct and that I was surely dreaming.

Instead of doing experiments with the dreamscape as I tell myself to do everynight if I become lucid, I felt the irresitible compulsion to instead get in their faces and tell them that I was dreaming and what douchebags I thought they all were. They tried to gang up on me, but I pushed through them like they were dummies. This is all I remember. The construction site was real nasty... grey skies, grey rocks, grey everything. It was sad and depressing. All in all, this was a negative dream.

Jason