Tried to WILD again last night. I probably would have succeeded if I didn't run out of time. I went to bed around 9:30pm, woke up at four, messed around in the dark for a while and recorded some dreams, then laid back down and tried my ass off. Well I dl'ed a subliminal messages program to help me become lucid and stuff. I hope it works. Anyway I was laying in bed for 2 hours until the alarm went off at 6am. So I had to give up and go take my shower. Here are the dreams I did have:

1: All I remember is a sad little boy saying something along the lines of "My bed was connected with my mom's so that I'd never be alone. But when she died, my bed was bare."

2: But Wait, I'm Not Butch....

I'm spending the night at my grandma Trudy's house. I keep trying to call Jamie but all I can get on the phone is a wrong number. The girl on the other end has an annoying hispanic-lisp and says her name is Jamie too. She keeps complaining of her troubles like I actually want to listen to her, a total stranger.

There are two people visiting. The lady is middle-aged and has a classy, rich look about her and the man is in his late twenties and is possibly her son. He looks vaguely like Liz's friend from Shaun of the Dead. They are looking in the pantry (which is where the laundry room should be) and the lady is complaining about the food. The man is laughing and making a joke about crack.

That night I walk by the stairs in my night shirt, eating chocolate fudge. I nervously check the confusing nutrition label on the fudge container to see how many crap calories I'm ingesting. My grandpa walks by and gives me a weird look. This creeps me out so I go into my room. The side table lamp is on, but it is on the wrong side of the bed (by the open closet).

The next day I'm by myself in the house (or the few people there are outside). I watch TV in the kitchen. There is a show about a lesbian on TV and I like it (I'm bi in real life so this is no shocker). On impulse after the show I cut my hair really short like Cybil's (Silent Hill) and dress kind of punkish. [That, is something I would NEVER do. If I were a full lesbian, I'd be about a 78% femme. I like butch girls (like Cybil) but I'd never want to be one.] Also I watch some old Yogi Bear cartoons for some dumb reason.

3: I'm on a computer, and I go to DA. I check my messages and ignisia has a journal titled "Is It True?" It turns out to be a sort of guessing game. Example: There is a picture of a really outgoing chick. "Katie is sick, and she is trying to find Sarah." Well? Is it true or not? Actually there is fricken no way to tell. Just another dumb dream thing I guess. Anyway the answer was "No. Katie is a hurtful girl that is pretending to be sick so that she can make Sarah miserable." OK then. If you say so. Also each scenario's answer rates the person/people in question. Katie was rated about -2. Another scenario was about a lesbian with shortish hair, very skiddish looking, with curly black hair. (All of these people looked like they were at a rave BTW.) It said "Mary is just afraid of cats." That was true and rated +7. I really don't get it.

There was also a link on a side menu of a website leading to a page about "generations" (50s, 70s, 80s, etc) dress-up.