Dreams Of Ranma187

Tuesday night's dreams.

Killing Concert: i was on stage at a concert of some sort. instead of playing music me and the whole band were shooting pellets at people. my gun was spraying pellets in every direction but the people. some girl went up to me and showed me a switch on the gun for straight line shooting. once i switched i spotted a guy in a blue jacket and shot him in the shoulder until he fell to the ground and got trampled. i did this to several people.

Demon Desire: ok i think this dream was the result of watching 4 horror movies before bed.

in the dream i felt like i was possesed by something that likes to kill people. i felt this hatred and thoughts that weren't mine, yet i was feeling them. i was stabbing some guy sadistacly in the chest while i was yelling something. suddenly i saw what my victim saw: my face was painted pure black and my eyes were pure white with no pupils or color. the shock of this site woke me up.

i sat up for a minute or so and then when i closed my eyes i saw the same face come out of the shadows. they eyes were strange like they weren't looking at anything but i felt them looking at me. i couldn't fall asleep for another hour:(. reminds me of the excorcist.

popped b6!

Another Universe: at first i dreamt i was walking through the school field of Little Mountain elementary school in chilliwack. i saw a few small hills i had never seen before. the grass seemed to be an abstract green almost like from a painting. the hills kept changing as i was walking past them.

i went up to a building and found a square entrance i could barely fit through. i walked throught the place and i was suddenly with someone. i found another square window leading out so i broke the glass and tried to fit through. i was stuck for a minute until a hand grabbed mine and pulled me out.

When i got through i was on a highway on the side of a strange mountain. the mountain side on my left was a continuos screen displaying dimensions of space and things i couldn't focus on. There about 20 old fashioned dressed people picknicking in the middle of the road. they said i could join them. i walked by their displays of food and i couldn't find anything to my liking.

i went to the front of the group and sat behind two ladies in long dresses. one apologised and moved out of my view of the T.V. mountain side. I asked them what this place was. The brunette in a green dress said that this was another universe, so naturally, the average laws didn't apply.

Semi Lucid: i was half aware i was dreaming but forgot what to do. i was in a room and my brother was talking to me. the things he said made no sense. he looked like a projection from an old color t.v.. i knew he was either a DC or an astral body. i asked him a question only my sub-concious would know. he answered perfectly! i went up to him to see if he was solid. i poked my finger at his shoulder and he was solid. he then looked at me kinda funny.

i woke up and tried to Fild and had two short lucids:

1. i was in another room with a pool table and saw some guy. i was gonna ask him something but i woke up.

2. I was in the same room with a different DC. a female i think. i asked her if i was dreaming? she said "Why, yes of course! :) "

i woke up and realised i did the wrong lucid task of the wrong month :doh:

Christmas: i was outside on some bar patio. i had a ciggarette pack that was custom made. it had a ppainting of a family around the fireplace on christmas eve, there were stalkings and a well lit tree. i was talking to the DC from the last lucid.

Another Gay rape dream: i was trapped in some house. some guys said they would open the door if i did something for them. they led me to a dark room and told me to wait at the door. they went in for a minute and then called me over. i walked over to the bunk bed and sat down. one guy came out of the shadows and held me down. the stronger guy ripped down my pants and underwear. he pulled out my member, which was strangely hard. he grabbed it's base and was about to go down on it when i got a leg loose and kicked him in the face and struggled away from the other guy. i ran out of the house finally with no pants.

Letter: i went to my p.o. box and pulled out a letter addressed to me. i was from X. there was another piece of paper taped to it. i ripped the small envelope open and out came 10 or so LARGE papers. i couldn't read any of the writing. it was either too faint or too sloppy. i could read some parts but when i looked again they read something else.:(

Come Christmas Eve, we will have a synch dream! :D

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Come Christmas Eve, we will have a synch dream! :D
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hehe, well have yet to see! i gotta type it up later my time is limited for today

Merry Christmas to you too... :)

Hope you get some cool LDs for Christmas tonight!

hey thank you Twoshadows

i got A LOT of dj'ing to do so bear with me.

last weekends dreams:

Stairs: i was in a stairwell in an apartment building with my brother. when we got to the floor where we were going it was blocked off. instead of a door to the hallway there was a staircase the abrubtly ends at a wall with a T.V. screen. i tell me brother the staircase should work on the other side of the building.

when we get in i enter a room and i see my dad playing some video game that looked similar to super mario. i thought it was strange he was playing video games but he handed me the controller. i started playing. it seems on the map i couldn't enter any of the levels:( in fact i got flung onto a different map.

sunday night before christmas:

Emmissary: i had a brief lucid experience during some HI. i heard a disembodied voice telling me things about dreaming. i forget what it said. but it did mention i should live in it's realm.... i ignore it and say i don't wish to. it persists in saying that i would experience things beyond imagination including any type of sex i could possibly have... i still refuse.

pretty soon i was standing in a mall of some sort. i walk outside and see my brothers car there. i sit inside and it starts rolling. I'm in the backseat and realise i should use my learner's liscence. so i try to hop in front and i notice that in my right hand is a ciggarrete and in my left a joint. i think "WTF!?!?!? i don't smoke weed." so i put the smokes out and get to the drivers seat. i go to turn the ignition but i realise i still have the joint in my left hand and it's burning still. i put it out and double check it's out in the ashtray.

my brother enters and stops the car. he asks me if he should buy smokes at the store. i tell him he's not native so he can't get deals on smokes out here and no native ID card to boot. but he gets out and tries to pass as a native anyway.

i forget when but i'm back in the mall and the emmissary starts talking to me again. next thing i remember i'm floating around as if i have no form. The emmisarry suggests i try to see Energy. i move around inside some long shape in the air. as soon as i'm in i see electrical currents and hear an electrical buzzing sound rising and falling as if a consistent electrical current is coming and going by.

The emmissary tells me that instead of trying to see energy i went inside a powerline :doh: So the emmissary says it will help me see with it's energy. suddenly i experience the whitest light i have ever seen. i notice all kinds pleasant sensations beyond description. i see my hands showing up but in different angles as if my body is fragmented. the hands repeatedly appear in random views in my sight. after a while the feeling gets so intense i wake up. it lingers for a moment and then fades

Planes Trains and Pyramids:

I'm in a jungle somewhere and see some kids playing inside a small pyramid. i walk in and go to the bottom level. With perfect clarity i spot a brunette a bit taller than me lying down. i seem to know or have met her before. I lay down on a rock slab next to her. we talk some, she mostly tries to give me crap. but i respond with aggresive banter. i forget what i say but she looks stunned as if i were right on target. she walks away slightly flustered.

I go outside nad notice there is a vietnam war scenario going on. I spot my friend Jay. he hands me a camo back-pack and an musket that looks over a hundred years old. i start running with it but my equipment is heavy. i see we have to infiltrate a train about to leave. one of the cars is blown up and on fire. i run up to it and the emmisarry makes on of the cars transparent and it shows me that there are innocent people inside.
i ditch my gear and sneak into a car in the train.

i know the army people will be attacking soon so i try and tell the people to get out. they don't hear me so i sit down in a seat. i sense someone looking at me so i look up. across from me is the woman i saw earlier. she seems to have heard what i said. i motion with my eyes to the back of the car. i get up and she follows me out of the train.

monday night

Strangeland:

I'm in a dessert watching a scene. Robin Williams has a homo dude after him. R outwits the dudes advances with his ridiculous acting and humor.(wish i could've remembered more specific details here...)

I'm suddenly floating beside two animals having a telepathic conversation with eachother. they sometimes change form, or transport themselves along great distances. they are saying they are two beings that have lived almost a billion years! they are looking for a sacred document that will show them how to die. since after a billiuon years they wish to die and end their eternal curse.

Dream 2: I'm at a bar talking to a woman in her thirties.

Dream 3: I'm in a bed making love to the woman from the dream the night before. she has shorter hair but brilliant eyes. (i hope she becomes a regular :wink: )

School: i'm in a strange school with a social circle i don't know. throughout the dream i'm in different rooms as if running from or looking for something.

at some point i go down an escalator that goes so fast it flings me off and i land flat on my face.

Wedsenday night:

Dump:

I'm at a trashy place outside of some dort. Theres a giant crane and i see it's the only way to climb over the wall of garbage. i climb it and when i treach the top i get inside i blue metal cage. on the other side i see Royce and his son Trevor: they are yelling up to me to get out. for a moment i can't seem to get out.

i eventually give up and go back the way i came. at the bottom is a river of sewage and i see some trailer trash guy my age sitting on a couch with a t.v. by the river. he invites me to sit down with him. i grudgingly agree since i am tired. as soon as i sit down the couch starts sinking into the river of sewage. i get up and try turn towards the crane again.

The Art of Dreaming:

I'm in a large bus of somesort and on the bus they are having a karaoke competition. I instantly pick a song and go up to the dj - a fairly old guy i might add. he tells me i'm already in rotation. i look at him confused since i had just got there. but he points to the table and sure enough i see a piece of paper in my writing with the song request: Bohemian Rhapsody.

i ignore the incongruity and start talking to the guy. we eventually sit at a table with some women and we somehow get onto the conversation of dreams.

Me: you know i've had a few experiences in lucid dreaming.

DJ (questioningly): yeah right! I'm a lucid dreamer. (gives me a look as if i don't know what i'm talking about) ok then describe it.

Me: well all i can say is that in one particular dream it seemed as real as i am standing here right now.

DJ: (looks suprised and nods with a smile): hey, that's a good description.

one of the women: so how did you first learn about it?

Me: well i got interested in it by an New age author Carlos...... (seemed to be stumbling with my words)

Woman: Castaneda! I've read him. wierd stuff.

Me: indeed! I admit his stuff is pretty far fetched but nevertheless, his methods are usefull. His theory was that in dreaming we glance at objects to engage the second attention. the first attention, of course, is the attention of the daily world. The second attention is supposed to be much more abstract than our reasonable minds can possibly imagine.

the man nods in approval and the 3 women are giving me looks like a dog begging for it's dinnerbowl. they obviously want to continue.

Me: the second attention ,like i said, is engaged when we glance at objects in a dream. Dreamers do this in a systematic fashion. it's fairly simple pick 3-four objects and look at them repeatedly. (selecting 3 coffee cups and book on the table) for example i'll look at this cup and then that cup, that cup and that book and then back to the first cup and repeat. (note: all objects were perfectly stable) this helps stabalise the dream, increases realism and pauses the dream. 'cause normally in a dream something or some circumstance is always pulling at your Attention. so in essence: stabalising the objects in the dream fixates the second attention so that it may be utilised. it sounds crazy i know: but this method has made my dreams seem so real it unbeleviable.

The Dj is thouroghly impressed with my explanation i think he knows who i am and i think i know if not who but at least What he is, a sorcerer!
dream ends

Note: at least i'm practicing tasks in dreams without being lucid:) and the scercise in the dream did improve vividness hence the details.



the rest of the week my recal has been bad.

Oh and it's my 22'nd b-day today! so happy b-day me!

Happy Birthday!!

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Me: you know i've had a few experiences in lucid dreaming.[/b]

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Oh- Isn't it crazy when we say things like this in our dreams and don't even catch the fact that it is a dream??

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it sounds crazy i know: but this method has made my dreams seem so real it unbeleviable.[/b]

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Hehehe...I guess so. :D


But having dreams like this get us closer to the real thing. At least Lucid dreaming is being thought about while we dream. :roll:

I think we may have had a dream similarity on Monday night? Check out my journal and tell me what you think.

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I think we may have had a dream similarity on Monday night? Check out my journal and tell me what you think.
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thanks twoshadows, cold blooded and Oneironaut for your holiday and birthday wishes! much appreciated! And thanks VK for kindly returning my book.

crap i left my dj keywords at home so i forget my dreams AHHHH! i hate it when holidays keep one too busy.

kk

monday night's dreams.

MSN: i was looking at my msn list and peoples names kept changing.

city: I was in a strange city. at some point i was at a condo visiting my dad. i saw a few books that i had read before on his table but they had a different cover.

at some point i'm walking around a sub division with some girls. i think one of my child hood friends is with me but i don't know who. i eventually get alone with one of the girls. she had short blond hair she kisses me for a minute and then stops.

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And thanks VK for kindly returning my book. [/b]

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No problem.

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No problem.
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that just goes to show that DV people rock! my roomies out in ontario won't even send some DVD's and Cd's i left out there damnit! I hope you were at least mildly entertained by the book:-)

DREAMS:

i've had a bad cold lately so my room mate Dave gave me some sinutap. the stuff put me out FAST! and i had a good splash of dreams, maybe because of it.

Wierd instrument: i was in a resteraunt and some east indian guys were playing a wierd instrument that looked sort of like a mandolin. they let me play it a bit, it was wierd, i would pick the notes and when i added vibrato it gave a wierd wah wah like effect! it was cool!. after a while people started groovin to it!

Town: i was walking around in a small town looking for something or someone. for some reason it triggered a dream memory i may have had years ago.

Giant house: i was in a large house with some people. they were very rich and well off. i think i lived there. at one point i went outside. but no one was around - the people that were gonna give me a ride to work weren't there. i went back inside the house and almost got lost. the house turned out to be an indoor condo or apartment, each suite was as big as a million dollar home.

End of the World:

i was high in some trees that were like a cross between pine and cedar trees. i think i was a mile up because it took forever to climb down. a few time i was sliding down the light branches real fast. (i actually use to do this a lot in tall cedar trees when i was a boy).

anyway when i got down a bunch of bombs started going off everywhere and the ground started shaking. i saw a horde of school childrean fall to the ground getting crushed by random debris.

Too sick: i was lying on a couch under a blanket. my dad was sitting on the end of the couch and some ugly fat girl climbed under my blanket and was trying to sleep with me. her belly was right on my face and she kept yellin "take me now!". but since i was smothered i couldn't yell. i had to use a lot of force to get her off me. but she kept crawling back on. my dad poked his head under the blanket and started laughing at me.

I eventually told her i was too sick to do anything anyway and she should just leave. she left finally and i got some sleep.

ok my recall has been practically nonexistent all week, *sigh* i need a hug!

i have been writing what keywords of what i remember. so here's some scrambled bits of what i remember.

Lonewolf: i had a dream of nagual lonewolf. he had a thick beard and long hair which hid his boyish face.

Writing: lucid. at one point during the night i closed my eyes and still had my room in view! only i was now sitting up staring at my hands. my right had was holding a pen and in front of me a piece of paper. i decided to see what my writing would look like in a dream. so i wrote "LUCID DREAM" on the piece of paper. as soon as i wrote it down the letters began to vanish

Basement: i was in a basement talking to a woman in her thirties. she thought i was flirting with her and asked me why i like older women? i said something like "well, you know what they say! older the candy, sweeter the chew!"

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Writing: lucid. at one point during the night i closed my eyes and still had my room in view! only i was now sitting up staring at my hands. my right had was holding a pen and in front of me a piece of paper. i decided to see what my writing would look like in a dream. so i wrote "LUCID DREAM" on the piece of paper. as soon as i wrote it down the letters began to vanish[/b]

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Even though that was short, that was very interesting. I love trying experiments in my LDs. I have never tried doing this. I'll have to give it a try. Interesting how the letters started to vanish.

Good job.

Keep it up. Your recall will improve.

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Good job.

Keep it up. Your recall will improve.

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Thanks! :hug: . your statement was right because i had some dreams last night finally!

Dream1: I was walking around a big city. I was getting pizza for my brother. At some point i was looking for a movie theater 'cause i wanted to see something.

Dream 2: I was leaving a school and walking with a friend. after a block or so i had the sensation that someone was looking at me, I looked to my right and saw Shawna sitting on the steps of her house. she was wearing all pink and was smiling at me (hers is the only face i actually remember seeing in the dream). I smiled back and my friend said something to her. we kept on walking.

we arrived at my friends house, i went in and immdiately saw stairs leading down. i looked down the stair case and saw the house went two floors under ground insteasd of 3 storeys up. i went down stairs and greeted my friends mom. i walked down a hallways and there were cats or something running into my legs.

Dream 3: I was in my cousins living room, it was filled with pianos.

Last nights dreams!

MM: i was in a building of some sort with my brother watching a new Marilyn Manson video. both me and my brother agreed he sucks!


Toronto: I'm in a truck with a few guys one of them was asian. I'm just getting back in toronto and looking at all the tall buildings. we make a right on avenue road around the apartment buildings my work crew use to drywall. suddenly the road stops and is all broken up. as the truck begins to turn around i think "holy shit this must be a lucid dream!" i remembered what i wanted to do but then i woke up instantly


Creature: as i'm falling asleep i'm thinking about what my dream guides are. i find myself in the house we're currently drywalling only the main room is connected to a landing and the wall facing the street has a window. i hear a voice say "Robert". i turn around expecting to see jen there. but i see a person with and amber flourescent skin. i know its a female and i like her eyes. but the shock of seeing something so strange wakes me up.

i only had one dream from last night: i was in a kitchen and some woman came up behind me and started hugging me. I forget what she was saying, but she then tried to drag me to bed. i woke up damnit!


and holy fuck i just had the most messed up day of my life! it was wierd i just started remembering all these childhood memories. and because of these memories i realised some pretty interesting things about myself. all memories revolved around childhood romances. Why type this? because it's a part of my sorcery practices. a particular part called the "Recapitulation". it starts with writing down the names of everyone you ever knew to the best of your recollection. then you meditate on those names and breath deeply fanning your head from side to side. breathe in to the right and breathe out when you turn your head right.



I've tried this a couple times. the recollection doesn't happen right away, it can take weeks or even months before the recollection surfaces. A better description and practical use of the Recapitulation is outlined in the Carlos Castaneda book : The Active side of infinity.


S*** i gotta run i'l; write it out later.

Interesting stuff. Good luck with it.

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i just had the most messed up day of my life![/b]

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I hope tomorrow is a much better day!

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Interesting stuff. Good luck with it.
I hope tomorrow is a much better day!
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LOL NO it was a good day!

i had a couple dreams but i wanna write about my experience while i'm still in the feeling place of it.

When I woke up yesterday morning i tried to recall some dreams. i got fragments of actual dreams but lost them. i began to notice a particular sensation or memory. i held onto it 'cause i felt there was some significance to it. i began to remember small details and went over them in my mind a bunch of times. eventually i remembered big chunks of more details and was eventually able to construct it in linear sequences of events. this is the exact method i use to recal dreams. only this time i recalled actual memories that i haven't even thought about in around 10 years! the reccollection was so vivid it was if i was reliving it!

first memory. when i was about 7 or so i was going to Charles dickens school in vancouver. I remember i used to play with a brown haired girl. i remember i stopped going to the playground because the bullies would always tease me. So, instead getting all mad about it i befriended this girl. every recess we use to climb a large tree and call it our castle. we had a few other friends who would join in the game. basically it was typical roleplay. When our other friends weren't there (and sometimes i would make up a story so they would leave:-) ). anyway we would kiss eachother on the cheek.

Half a year later when i first moved to chilliwack. I just turned 8. i befriended a girl named Megan, who luckily lived down the street from me. she lived in a townhouse surrounded by thick cedar trees. again we would roleplay and pretend we were in a large forest running away from scary animals. I remember when i kissed her (i don't know where i got the kissing stuff from, probably from a movie, my dad never sheltered me away from anything as a child. the only downside was he never encouraged my social skills probably as a result of his anger at the world). i remember her blue eyes and blond hair that hung just past her ears. Every strand of hair was in place. i could clearly see bluish veins on her forehead.

Same year a block away. i befriended a black girl who lived a block away. i remember kissing her and noticed she tasted and smelled different from other girls.

At a christain camp the same year in the summer. i made real good friends with a brown haired girl my age. At the camp there was a stream with no water. you could cirlce the entire camground in it, go under bridges. near the edge of the campround was a round, metal sided tunnel that went underneat the witdth of the campground. it would take at least 5-10 minutes to walk through it. I walays loved adventure and learned how to walk through the entire tunnel without a flashlight. Halfway through there were rocks. So naturally i wanted to take her through it.

it took hours to persuade her mother (she probably thought i would do something gross to her. at this time in my life i had no idea that parents had such fears. all i was told was that there were strangers, that wanted to hurt me. i couldn't imagine why anyone would want to tho!). she said eventually said "yes" but only if i brought her younger sister along. i agreed of course!

During the trip through the tunnel there was a part where it was pitch black. The girls began to get scared and held onto me. the younger one whined that she wanted to go back in the other direction. But i assured her that we were only halfway through. i told her again just to hold onto me because there were large rocks ahead that she would trip over, and if she held onto me i wouldn't let her fall. eventually we made it through and the mother was on the other side.

i had earned her trust and she took the younger sister home. The brown haired girl wanted to go back through the tunnel again. so we went back that way. on our way back we took the dry stream there were about five bridges we had to go inder. under the last bridge there were other kids my age. i don't know how but we began fighting. i remember being kicked and spotting a stick while i was on the ground. i grabbed the stick and hit it over the one kids head that was kicking me. the stick broke over his head and coincidently he was biting his lip while i hit him. He started crying and his friends took him away.

me and the girl stayed under the bridge a few minutes. i remember kissing her then. she smiled at me and said we should have sex. i asked her what sex was? i had heard the word but never knew the meaning of it. She said that parents do it and that you lie on one another and move around while kissing. i tried this Pants ON OF COURSE, Thank god she had no idea you were supposed to have sex naked! I remember thinking it was strange we just kissed and sort of wiggled. Fortunatley her mother had come looking for her. Unfortunately i wasn't allowed to play with her anymore. no one told me why.

And another time near the end of my first year in chilliwack there was another girl who's parents were friends with my dad. I always got her to kiss me on the cheek. she had a hard time pronouncing my brother's name "Arther" she was missing a few front teeth and coulnd't announciate the "TH" was she always said was "Ar'er"!

So anyway as i look back i realised i had 5 girlfriends in one year! and i look at myself now with not as much luck. and i think WHAT HAPPENED????? i was such a natural at being comfortable around girls i would create adventures and invite them into my world and use my imaginative story telling to create the right mood. at the right moment i would isolate them. and years later when i studied seduction these guys use the same stuff "being fun, imaginative, sensual, creating adventures, imaginative story telling and then isolating for the seduction at the right moment." And here i am thinking i need to study this stuff when i already had a natural instinct for it. and Sure i lost touch with it because of fears that i realise now aren't relevant.

I realise now that EVERY time i pulled off a technique well, it was because i used it at the right moment inuitively! everytime i would "TRY" a technique to overcompensate for FEAR, it came off incongruent because they could Smell an agenda. and i didn't like feeling like needed to hide an agenda.and not only that with the women i've met that DID like me, eventually lost their attraction because i conditioned myself to be afraid of them- therefore failed to follow through with the seduction.

i totally get it now. When i was 15 i was friends with a very pretty girl named Sarah. Sarah was going with a drug dealer who continually physically assaulted her. She hit on every boy she met to spite him. And a lot of guys would act creepy with her or horndoggish. I was of course too Shy but i always remembered being Genuine with her. one time she invited me to go babysit with her. i played video games with the younger kids until they had to go to bed. she put them upstairs and we watched TV. when it was time to sleep iw as lying on the couch and she shut the light off and crawled onto the couch with me and started cuddling me. i just layed there enjoying it when a few minutes later when she looked at me kind of angrily and said "your wierd", she then went to sleep by herself on the floor. i didn't understand why she left to sleep on the couch, but as i look back now i know she wanted to get F***'ed. :doh:

Conclusion: i don't have to act arrogant or disinterested if a woman shows interest in me anymore. instead i know i gotta push through that fear and hesitation and act in the moment! instead of approaching bitchy-hot women why not approach the pretty ones that ALREADY like me. So when she smiles at me and makes eye contact, maybe glances ever so discretely at my crotch, i can go over and say "Hi...." and it really doesn't matter what i say after that because i no longer have an agenda. i can assume she wants to have fun, and fun can literally mean ANYTHING! it doesn't have to entail any specific monotonous detail, that's why it's called fun. and then i can be that boy again, The boy that likes girls, has fun with them, tells them imaginative stories and takes them on adventures beyond their wildest dreams and then Isolates. That boy is me!

And in reality i don't have to be afraid or even hesitate, because now i understand The women WANT me to succeed. because if i fail then They don't get to go on an adventure beyond their wildest dreams and They don't get to be alone with me. and that's Why They lose interest after a while if i don't succeed.



anyway if you all think i'm nuts then you can suck my...... finger


dreams later

Dream1: I was at Jhoans house using her computer. People started walking in. i wanted to leave because they were having a party and i wanted to be by myself. eventually i was sitting at a table with my friend dave, a saw two women in their twenties walk in. they stood around holding their drinks. i ignored them and kept talking to dave.


Dream2: I was outside somewhere at night time with some people. i looked into the sky and saw two cylon warships destroying a planet. i thought they were gonna attack but the planet we were on seemed to be protected by a barriar.

Dream 3: I was in the woods outside a house walking with somebody. We went into the backyard that seemed to span a few acres. I saw Scott in the distance, his head was shaved and he said "Hey buddy ready to go?" I kept walking past him ignoring him.

Suddenly i noticed i was having trouble breathing. my friend walked ahead while i tried to catch my breath. soon i felt like i was suffocating. my heart began to pump faster and faster and faster. i was losing grip on reality. i called out to my friend but he couldn't hear me. so i ran! i knew my friend Eric knew something about what was going on with me. i ran past my friend and saw scott again. he was punching a metal shed with all his might screaming "I HATE BEING SOBER!"

I ran past the shed and saw a sand box. eric was standing there. his image was crystal clear. i felt all the blood rushing out of my limbs and into my heart. my limbs began to feel cold and numb but my abdominal region became warm. i was passing out. i ran up to eric and he said "Hey rob, nice to see you again, My you look different. you've changed somehow"

Dream 4: i was outside a motel. i was an animal, a dog. i was with either a cat or another small dog. we were talking but not with words.

Dream1: i was looking at my DV inbox and i had 2 new messages.

Dream 2: don't remember much it was really shifty.

Dream 3, Richard: I was playing video games with someone. on the screen a character was running around collecting banana's. suddenly it was me running around collecting bananas. Richard appeared behind me. i said "hey look there's more bananas" he said "no good they're all rotten and shit". i looked at the bananas he was talking about, they were squished and looked like they'd been rotting for days.

I followed richard back to a table outside. i think my brother may have been there. i remembered i had had a dream about richard. i said "hey richard i had a dream about you the other night"

he looked at me quizzically and said. "is that so?"

ok this is messed up every time i have a dream with richard in it it's always about how i had a dream with him in it. here's my previous dream with him.

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Dream 1. Richard.

I was in Toronto at night time. I was walking across a plaza when i spotted my childhood friend richard.

"Richard!!!!" i called out to him. the man turned around and i saw he wasn't richard. a second later the REAL richard showed up on his bike. he was wearing the same old white columbia sports jacket he always wore in highschool.

He slowed his pace on his bike allowing me to walk with him. we talked about many things. after a half an hour we turned down an alley way. the alleyway seemed very familiar. i said "Hey richard? i've never been here before but i'm positive i was here in a dream before"

he said. "yes, you've dreamt this before". he then sped off with his bike into the darkness. i called after him and ran into the pitch black alleyway and woke up.

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Coincidence or not? oh and the banana thing, last night i was watching "Billy Madison", in that movie there are several scenes with banana's in it.

and not only that the richard dreams preceded a night mare. and i did have a nightmare last night!

Dream 4, War of the Tornados:

I was in a house peering out a window. i saw these magnificent clouds forming in the sky. they looked massive and beautiful. they seemed to be all around me, i wanted nothing more than to be among them.

The awe of the sight was broken when the sky began to darken. I knew something was afoot and it had to do with those clouds. Suddenly a windlike force began to shake the house. i looked out the window and saw a massive tornado approaching in the distance. it was more gigantic than anything i had ever seen, even bigger than the one on "twister".

I hid somewhere until it passed. i went outside and it was still dark. i looked up too the sky and i saw more tornados coming. there was about 5 extremely compact twisters moving in synchronization with one another. almost as if they were intelligent. I looked towards the door of the house and something caught my eye. In the distance i saw a Tripod (war of the worlds) lurking around. I snuck to the side of the house where it couldn't see me. i slowly etched my way back inside the house. the small tornadoes were circling the house. and in the distance i saw an even more massive tornado, about the size of a small city, and it seemed to be gaining in mass. I saw things walking out of the massive tornado they were more tripods. i knew they would be able to see me if i didn't hide.

I heard things trying to enter the house. i found a bed in a dark room and hid under it. Someone was walking into the room. i saw the persons feet and legs. they were female. i began to fall asleep.

Dream five: it was daytime I saw gigantic clouds like the pervious dreams and i saw tall Mecha-like objects roaming around the plain.

Dream6: mini Lucid as i was falling back asleep i closed my eyes and saw my finger in front of me. i turned over in my real bed and the image of the finger stayed i realised i could move the dream finger. so i made circles and waves. the whole time i was aware of both being able to control the dream and also aware that i was in my bed. the duality of the perception was tricky and i lost the lucid

A Lucid!! Good for you!!

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I saw things walking out of the massive tornado they were more tripods. i knew they would be able to see me if i didn't hide.[/b]

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Creepy! I saw that movie for the first time a couple of weeks ago. I was so sure it would give me nightmares. But I am glad that so far it hasn't.

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only this time i recalled actual memories that i haven't even thought about in around 10 years! the reccollection was so vivid it was if i was reliving it![/b]

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That's really interesting. I'd love to be able to remember certain times in my life so vividly.