Thread: Dreams Of Ranma187

Originally Posted by Jr_Worley

Lol i feel sorry for you
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BAh it's ok! even if i was gay i wouldn't hide it. even tho i am not a homo i resent discrimination againts those people as if their life style is un-holy. first off Attraction isn't a choice. No one can choose thier sexuality. i maen can you choose to suck my dick? or, when you see an attractive woman walking down the street and you instantly think of all the things you would like to do to her, that's not a choice. it's instinctual.


Dreams from today: spent another LOOOOONG night singing karaoke, went to some girls house to do a different type of singing . again 2 hours of sleep from 5 am to 7 am. went home, showered. and had a long nap.

planes and X: X was giving me a ride to the airport. i had to board the plane from outside but the ramp i had to climb up was too steep for me to climb. i watched the plane take off without me.

Bowl: i was trying to wild a bit. for a few seconds i was looking at a bowl of friut. i was viewing the friut systematically and they all stayed the same shape (i think they were apples)


Wood fort: i was in a wooded area. i think i was a young child. i was climbing these huge logs, some of them were carved and smooth i could ride down them like a slide. there were some people with me but i don't remember who they were.

Downtown: I was downtown Toronto at another one of Snow's seminars (seduction instructor). i was at the specified building but no one showed up.

Virtual Reality: in this dream i spotted incongruous elements but instead of realising it was a dream, i concluded i was in a video game similar to Saints Row, or grand theft auto. The incongruous element was that every character had the same face, even men and women young to old all looked like the same guy.

I realised this when i was driving in a car that looked like the one Sebastian drives in the movie "Cruel Intentions". I was being chased by police. a few cars were on the wrong side of the road (or maybe i was). i i kept swerving to avoid them. i crashed my car over a bridge on purpose (hey its a video game i can't be harmed). under the bridge was a knee high stream and cops were there. i wasn't cuffed but the police officer ordered me to follow him. i did thouroghly knowing i would get away. after he led me up onto the bridge. i just kept looking at all the poeple with the same face. one perspn seemed to stand out, evn though he looked like someone else i felt there was something significant about him.

the first thing i remember is that I'm in a room with Twoshadows, either watching t.v. or doing a craft of some sort.[/b]

When I read that, for some reason the first thing that pops into my mind is us sitting and doing macrame.

Just for the record macrame was popular before my time--but my mom had several macrame planters around the house that she had made in years past.

For those who have no idea what macrame is (most of you, I'm sure), check out this link:

http://www.knotzmade.com/special_hangers_page.htm

And the word is pronounced "macra-may"

Wow twoshadows the name even sounds exicting

anyway from Sunday night: 10 DREAMS. many involved start trek voyager (my brother bought a season and i was forced to watch 4 hours of it )

1. Dv forum: i was reading the DV forum. but the color scheme was messed up. it was all black and white. hard on the eyes....

2. AA meeting:

I was at an AA meeting (i don't know why since i only ever been there once). Just before the meeting i ran into an old friend of mine Pat R. we chit chatted a bit, he didn't seem impressed with my lifestyle.
I walk inside and look whos at the table. i see a native girl i used to have a crush on in highschool. i walk past her to get myself a cup of coffee. i get a good look at her and see she's devoloped into a fantastically curvy woman. i keep thinking "feel the lust, feel the lust". (this is a mental seduction thing i do sometimes when i go out. if i'm not in the mood to go around talking to people i try to think and feel as lusty as i can, within the confines of my own mind of course, this puts me in a state that makes me more aggressive so i push myself to talk to people and socialise). anyway i forget the rest of the dream.

3. Voyager dream: Seven of Nine and captain janeway are arguing about something. Janeway uses some cliche against Seven's argument. after some more conversation Seven quips back with her own twist on the cliche and puts Janeway in her place. (wish i can remember the specific diolouge on this one since it was very good&#33

4. Water park: I'm in an indoor water park going down this fast water slide. instead of reaching the bottom, the waterslide hits a corner and tries to go up. but alas, i couldn't defy the laws of gravity. i was with some other younger kids and they were getting pissed off. anyway i saw this ladder and climb it until i reach a platform. i decide to ride the slide again so i start walking. Some woman my age walks by and we chat for a minute or so. i can tell she's attracted since she keeps asking questions about me, and if I'll be here long. anyway she walks toward the entrance to the slide, and the kids from before try to talk to me but i run past them.

i spot the woman up ahead and she has her swimsuit completely gone. she looks at me over her left shoulder and winks. knowing what this means i eagerly follow her.

5. second voyager dream:

I'm in a science lab with Tom and Ensign Kim. Kim is freaking out, says he's a clone. apparrently he hates the original KIm and wants to have a talk with him. the REAL Kim walks in and they start arguing.

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at this point i wake up and realise I've recalled 5 dreams. so i make it my goal for the night to keep entering dreams and waking up to see how much more dreams i can recall. I know i had more dreams than this but i can't recall them all. i probably remember having around 12-13 but can only remember details of the rest.

6. 3rd voyager dream: I'm in the mess hall talking with some lady. there's a celebration going on so i'm eating as much snacks at the table as i could.

7. City walk: I'm walking around in a large city that seems to be a cross between calgary and Toronto.

8. Store: I'm in a dept store chasing these thiefs. they knock over shit and steal stuff as they are running. i chase them all the way back through to the back door. when i exit the door i think one points a gun or a knife at me. i see them get into a black car and drive away. I realise I'm at the mall plaza in mission B.C. right where the huge movie theater is. (forget the name of the place maybe CB can refresh my memory)

9. 4th voyager dream.:

in this dream The Voyager crew was trying to assist me with my primary lucid task. i didn't realise it was a dream. anyway in the dream they are trying to chase down X so they can bring her to me, so i can voice my intent for her to stop showing up in my dreams. (note: to voice your intent in a dream is like having your own genie for memory. it is at your command!!&#33.

Anyway there's a long chase. and She escapes through a giant view screen. i didn't see this because she, and the guards after her were running so fast. i could hardly keep up. I get to the view screen just intime to see two doors shut on it. the next diolouge was so comical that i woke up laughing 'cause it was so silly!

Kim: What's she doing now.


Tuvok (fiddling with some buttons on a computer screen): It appears she is getting some.

Kim: NOOOOO!(at this point i start laughing at their drama). Open the door with your security clearance.

Tuvok: (spits his code) Tuvok override..... It's not working she's blocking us out with an encryption code.

that's when i almost got lucid and woke up laughing. i guess the moral is: don't believe everything you see on t.v. . from what i gathered from watching the show: the Voyager crew can get outta any situation no matter how bad. well... in the dream world..... they suck :yumdumdoodledum:


10th dream: i was shopping in a grocery store. in the background was an eerie two note melody similar to the one heard in "Jaws"

all in all and excellent night in dreaming!




man i hate not having my own pc. gotta update the rest later!

Monday night : no dreams

Tuesday night.

3 dreams

Dream girlfriend: I'm in a basement of a house with some people. I notice a woman around my age, she looks like the snooty type. she keeps telling me we're going out or something. i talk to her a bit more and she seems like a cool gal.

House of Drywall:

I'm at a job site. i walk through a door and into a giant staircase. these stairs were Huge! and they were made of 4x12 drywall sheets that seem curved. they arent nailed to anything.

I spot my brother stranded on one. even though it's a huge staircase it still is a long drop down. The drywall sheet he's standing on is breaking. i run out to rescue him, i have a rope and a harness. he's scared shitless and i calm him down and tell him to tie himself into the harness that I'm attached to. he's still shaking so i use a hypnotic visualisation technique to calm him down. it works!

I see Royce up on the landing, i throw him the rope and he ties it to something secure. i jump off the ledge and royce tells me to start swinging towards him. I'm swinging a while and royce points out that my brother is passed out and my swings were banging him against the wall. i think "shit! forgot about him". somehow Royce gets him first. and he unties my brother. i swing out again for some reason and royce gives me clear instructions to swing, grab onto a ladder and climb up. i do it!

Watchfull eyes: I'm on a street downtown with my new Dream girlfriend and some male friend of hers.
we are looking at posters strung up on a window in a shop. The guys mentions something about being watched. I wasn't sure what he was getting at but i comment on the posters and say something like "yeah, when you take a picture and the person looks right at the camera. when it'd displayed it's like the eyes are always watching you, no matter in what relation you are standing to the painting or photo, they always seem to be looking at you."

The dream GF walks up ahead and window shops somewhere else. Her friend turns to me and says something lame like " So you're hittin that? man i been trying for her for years. props man" I'm not impressed by his lack of respect for his views on women. i ignore his comment and catch up to her. (gotta think of a name for her. or ask her in an LD.)

Thursday night.

Big room: i only remember a snippet of this dream (which was way longer).

I'm in a large corridor. At the end of the corridor is six large doors about 16ft. in height bearing roman numerals. I enter the one that is my room. I can't remember much about this part but I think I'm in bed. I'm pretty sure I'm listening to an MP3 player.

Bad Burger:

I'm in a restaurant eating a burger. I notice it tastes kinda funny so I look and I see only the surface of it is cooked and the rest is bloody. So I put it down.

3 Women:

I'm in the basement of a house and there are these 3 women. They are acting shy around me making eye contact and then looking away sometimes smiling and giggling. I think they either know that I kno a white tiger tantra or they are female sorceresses.

Crazy Trail: I'm riding a bike in a park. I come accross this trail and I start following it. Suddenly I fall of the bike and I look below and see I am at a gigantic ledge with a bunch of wood and vines sticking out. So I climb back to where my bike is. I struggle a bit trying to get it out. But I manage to get it out. And I ride away.

Jay and Steve:

I'm in house that I live in but it also seems to be under construction. My room seems to be in the attic. Wich is strangely accessable by climbing up ropes through a hole in the ceiling. As I climb up and enter my room. I see my old friend Jay in the room.

I don't rembemer much but I'm suddely at Chinook mall with Jay and Steve. We are walking talking about women and we decide to go into a restaurant to have some food. At the table we discuss our different views on seduction. I describe to them my latest realizations and adventures. But they seem critical of what I have to say.

The waitress takes our order. She appears young but when she turns around I notice she's a brunette with long streaks. Her streaks are braided and I think I notice she had grey hair. I continue the conversation with my friends and I realize that they are over analysing everything in their seduction views. I tell them that I am out of alignment with them. And hear my watch beep the hour and I notice that it's the alarm. I can't remember setting the alarm on my watch so I decide to do a reality check.

As soon as I think this the waitress comes by again and asks if I want my coffee re-filled. I say "yes, of couarse!"

She says: " but you already have a full cup." I look down and I see my friends have empty coffee cups but my cup is still full.

Thursday:

Christmas march: i was in a large apartment building of some sort. i remember entering one room where there seemed to be people preparing for some celebration. i was sitting in a chair and the people preparing for the xmas thingy kept tripping over my legs.

suddenly i'm outside the building and i'm sitting in rows apon rows of chairs. there's gonna be a xmas marching band that's gonna go down the row inbetween all the chairs with people.
The marching band comes out by a door close by, they are about to start. someone hands me a snare drum and i start pounding on it rythmically. i set a rythm and someone yanks the drum out of my hands and the band starts marching to a christmas like melody.

i realise that this was a televised event and that i was just on t.v. i know someone is on the other side of the building was watching me intently. I hopw this person saw the shirt i was wearing. but when i looked down my shirt was all dirty and torn. I then just relaxed myself in the chair and closed my eyes.

Friday:

Another Gay dream: similar to the last i'm about to do some guy and this time a middle aged man comes out of nowhere attacks me violently.

Snow: I'm at Steve's apartment (seminar leader). I'm telling him how i'm coming along. i ask him about some of the oral sex moves he teaches. he told me that i already used up all my payment and therefore he couldn't help me further in my questions.

Movie star: I dreamt i had played a small role in a movie. apparently my small role had struck big. i wasn't use to the popularity, it was frightening.

Saturday: Fist of fury: i was learning kung fu from some dude. he was teaching me a repetitious close-hand combat move.

Dream1: too hazy to remember, all i know is that i was lucid, and that Twoshadows was in it. the rest i don't remember

Dream 2, New York: i was walking around in NYC just looking up at all the tall buildings.

Dream 3: Highschool: i was in a strange highschool that seemed to be a gigantic hallway. i was looking for X, i knew she was there. but i couldn't find her because she was being elusive. (these dreams are REALLLLYYY getting frustrating My subconcious seems to have it in for me. )


Dream 4. Running: I was in a large building with a guy. we were goin through all these strange corridors and rooms in a specific manner to get out of the building. when we got outside i was in an alley downton in a big city.

my friend said "crap i forgot something in there we gotta sneak back in"

we go to sneak back in. when we enter the door we hear a ladies voice around the corner. my friend tells me where his thing is and instructs me to run. he says i better not get caught by the lady or else. so i run grab his thing and i run through the corridors and passageways in the same manner. i keep hearing the womans voice behind me and no matter how fast i run it always seems as if she's gaining on me.

Dream 5 action movie: this dream i seemed to be observing a movie. Some guy was trying to get out of a building with a secret document. he was fighting off all sorts of bad guys and there was an awesome elevator scene where he kills a few guys.

note: that might've been a continuation of dream 4 just my perspective changed.

Woke up at 3 am with the WBTB method that TS suggested. to no avail, as soon as i remember the X dream i had a tough time falling back asleep. How can someone i never officially met with leave such a dramatic impression into my subconcious? even though i have succesfully moved on, she still shows up in my dreams every other night.

Luckily i had a day off and i got back to sleep after some coffeee and had some more dreams.

Dream 6: Barber shop: i was an assistant at a stylist shop. Me and some guy were working on some young lady's hair. I remember she kept it fairly healthy and it smelled NIIICE!!! i started Kinoing (KINO: Kinesthetic touch) her neck and whispering in her ear about how nice she smelled. for a few minutes we seemed to forget we were in a public place - when i almost kissed her, she realised what was goin on and she motioned me to stop. i did but we kept smiling and winking at eachother across the room.

Dream 7: Back to ontario: me and my whole family moved back to ontario and we were visiting Royce. i went to my old apartment and saw James. he wouldn't even say "hi" to me. he kept giving me a dull look.

Dram 8: I Robot: i was looking in a mirror and i noticed my left eye was peeling off. i began to pull on it and half my left eye tore off, it seemed to be made of plastic. instead of bone and flesh behind my eye there was circutry and metal. i was perplexed for i never knew i was a robot.....

Dream 1: yet another X dream, i knew it was dream coming on so i fought my best not to enter it, took me 3 hours to finally wake up.

laid awake for an hour or tow and had a pretty cool dream.

Dream 2, Child's play:

Remember when we were kids. how the world was large and you could go up to just about anyobody your age and make friends with them? this was that sort of dream.

I was about 8 to 10 years old in a school room with loads of other kids my age. no adults were around so we were going crazy tearing stuff up!

I was rolling around on this huge pile of laundry when a young blond girl caught my eye. her hair went down to her chin and she had these large blue eyes. she caught me looking at her a few time and she started making funny faces at me: bulging her eyes out as if mimicking my stare, at one point she flipped some hair over her face revealing only her right eye and a half smile, i knew she wasn't being mean just silly and friendly.. despite all the other kids I saw her image seemed crystal clear and her features stable. All the other kids weren't stable some kids were male one minute and then female the next.

(note: whenever i have seen a crystal clear image of someone in a dream it usually turns out to be a real astral body. i remember after my first lucid i saw a blonde man on a beach. after i described it to a Nagual he stated it was him and several other people on his forum had all described him the same way in dreaming.
Another time with X i had dreamt i saw a girls face on a t.v. screen with a crystal clear image. a few weeks later she sent me a photo and i saw it was the exact same image that i saw on the t.v.)

anyway i was gonna walk up to her and see who she was but i spotted another girl flying up in the air, our eyes met and we started laughing. she floated down and landed on me. after i pushed her off me i saw that she had changed to a boy, which made me laugh even harder.

at some point i went into a different room. here's where the dream changed dramatically: there were these two handicap kids and they were acting bizzarre. a few of the other kids in the room were creeped out and started crying. as if on cue the handi-twins began to fight and moving faster than the eye could comprehend. My concious mind didn't know what was happening but my body seemed to respond instinctiively by not reacting to them in anyway. in retrospect i know they were Allies and were making themselves known to me.

i yelled to the other kids "Stop being scared that only provokes them further, they respond to your emotions." but the kids couldn't stop crying. The allies seemed to be forming a mass of a violent energy ball. i started to feel scared and the Ally lunged at me. I used the 5 points of attention to calm my nerves down and think more clearly. (5 points of attention: when you are stressed or nervice in a situation. close your eyes, or keep them open. keep your hands extened but close enough so that they remain in your periphials. stare straight a head and withough moving your eyes notice the spot in front of you, where your hands are and focus behind you, pick two other spots. as you do this you will notice a slight shift like your nervousness isn't as strong.) The ball moved away from me.

The front door flung open, and i saw a violent wind blowing down the street. kids ran past screaming and i saw the brightness outside get darker within a matter of seconds. i knew a tornado was coming so i shut the door and turned around. they Kids and the Mass were gone.

I dreamed about you and CB last night. Unfotunately it was the first dream of the night and I never remember as many details from those. So I have no idea what we were even talking about. But still, I'm going to assume our converstaion was something very enlightening and important.

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

I dreamed about you and CB last night. Unfotunately it was the first dream of the night and I never remember as many details from those. So I have no idea what we were even talking about. But still, I'm going to assume our converstaion was something very enlightening and important.
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Hey Twoshadows! always nice when you pop by here!

I hope my lucid with you in it was as enlightening..... on second thought maybe it was good i didn't remember, my dream self has been pretty umm active lately. wouldn't wanna embarass myself. :yumdumdoodledum:

Anyway DREAMS!!!

Dream 1: Dan and Steve (different steve):

I was at Dan's house and his brother Steve was there. One of them was at the computer. I was looking at Dan's bookshelf and i noticed he had a final fantasy game that spanned 7 discs. I asked him about it.

My eye caught a large hardcover book with a strange folding in the cover. I carried on the conversation with Dan and Steve. i unraveled the paper cover and i couldn't put it right again. i tried for like 10 minutes and i got frustrated.

Steve started his homo banter at me. i responded with.

me: (in the gayest voice) You know steve there's been something i've been wanting to get off my hairy chest for a long time now!

he starts laughing hysterically at the "hairy chest" thing. i rmember thinking "it's not THAT funny"

Dream 2: I entered a high HI state for a minute or 2. a disembodied voice started talking to me. at first i thought it was what some call the dreaming Emissary, but based on what it said i determined it was my subconcious trying to fuck with me.

i was staring at a wall of ice like diomonds, they looked absolutely spectacular!
it said "The assemblage point (Castaneda's version of Chi energy) can shift rapidly between two specific positions.... I'm only going to tell you this once: X loves you."

The vision then shifted to a woman in dark lighting, her clothes and face were shades of dark blue and green. her hair was extremely long and moving out in all directions. couldn't make out her features.

I woke up and thought "whatever, i don't care anymore" and never gave it a second thought. I heard Dave shifting around upstairs. it was 2 AM. after a few minutes i couldn't sleep so i went upstairs and crashed on the living room floor and talked with dave for a while. i went to sleep there. BIG MISTAKE! the guy talks in his sleep, and quite loudly too! every once in a while he'd wake me up by saying "FUCKIN WANKER! that bitch!" or something incoherent.

i managed to sleep and have a third dream:

I was at Melena's house. We just finished something wonderful and she went downstairs to get me a drink. as i was changing my sock i looked at her sheets and thought "i wonder if she'd be pissed if she found out i did K in her bed???" (never actually did, it was the history of my dream self)

Hey Twoshadows! always nice when you pop by here!

I hope my lucid with you in it was as enlightening..... on second thought maybe it was good i didn't remember, my dream self has been pretty umm active lately. wouldn't wanna embarass myself. [/b]

I totally trust you not to "embarrass yourself". Instead, let's go hike Mt. Everest. I have always wanted to do that without the risk of death.

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

I totally trust you not to "embarrass yourself". Instead, let's go hike Mt. Everest. I have always wanted to do that without the risk of death.
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sounds fun! Just make sure i walk ahead of you. to see you trip whilst hiking ahead of me might lead to all sorts of temptation

But seriously, i love hiking! haven't done that in YEARS since i lived in b.c.

Dream 1: Long dream but i can only remember bit's and pieces.

at first i'm in a large house out in the country. i'm on the 2nd floor with Maria. at some point i go outside and a bunch of musicians are going into a barn with thier guitars and amps. I think my brother tells me to go get my guitar.

i start walking down this street (suddenly i'm in a city). I'm thinking about what i want to do in my next lucid, and then i start thinking about my friends on DV. i get lost in what i'm thinking about i realise i walked a few blocks past where i was supposed to go. but then i don't remember what i was there for.

I wind up back at the house and for some reason i'm sitting in a hot tub eating a hot meal. and then when i'm done my meal i throw it in the water as if the hot tub is the kitchen sink!.

Dream 2: I'm listening to the new Wuthering Heights album. (still don't have it yet, still on order). i remember thinking the live singer was doing a bad job.

Dream 3: I was making out with some blond woman.

Dream 1: all i can remember is sheets of drywall as tall as trees. amd Twoshadows was there. i guess Twoshadows are better than one!

i remember a lot more to this dream. i had the entire sequence in mind while i recalled it around 2 am. as soon as i stood up to turn on my light to write the keywords down all the details vanished from my mind.

Dream 2: Seven of Nine:


I'm laying down on a hard metal floor where Seven of nine regenerates. she's beside me with her back turned to me. i can tell she's upset (in the episode i watched last night she had a son who died so maybe this is what the dream her was upset about). i reach over and stroke the hair by her ear and gently touch her neck i whisper in her ear that it will be ok and that she will Adapt. she doesn't seem startled or angry with what i'm am doing. she's rather letting me comfort her. after a while she turns around and goes to kiss me. i wake up... DAMNIT!!!!

Dream 3: Crazy bar:

I'm at a bar that's inside of a giant house. It's karaoke night and i'm picking songs. i ask the DJ if i can do Pantera. He says yes, but i have to dedicate it to someone. I spot J and yell at him "hey man i dedicate the next song to you Son of satan!" (i call him that 'cause he always walks up to me in real life and tells me he hates god and loves satan.... wierdo). for some reason i don't wind up singing.

Later on i go to a different room in the place with my brother. the room is like a giant IMAX. it runs through some intro sequence there the film looks like it's going through space. the screen surrounds us that it seems we are actually moving. (i love this, brings back good memories of Disneyland in Anaheim, i went there when i was 10).

Somehow i wind up in the garage (here's where it get scary) there's some crazy women and a few guys. Thelma is there too. The crazy women are after the people i'm with. i think they are trying to kill us. we find this stair case and hide under its shadows. i'm the best hidden because i'm hiding behind some one. after a few minutes i crawl over to where the other people are hiding a few feet away. I spot this guy with slight goth makeup. i ask him if the crazy ppl are still around. he responds but he has a girls voice. he turns to face me and i see he has Real live bitch tits hanging out from under his half shirt. they aren't implants, but pure female boobs, i notice the nipples are slightly longer than usual .
to make it worse he/she pull up it's skirt revealing a penis, with a vagina instead of testitcles under neath.
As casually as i can i crawl away to the other side. the Hermabitch pounced me and starts pulling off my pants. i recalled the advice Tony the drywaller gave me in the situation where i would half to sleep with an ugly woman "just pretend it's someone else."

The Thing Who's member is the size of a baby's forearm starts sucking me off until i get hard. i pretend it was Melena. but he/she gets on top of me and i can't fit my thing inside it's vagina. i remember with melena we usually have 30-45 minutes of oral to prime her up for intercourse (very true guys, it tastes bad but well worth it in the end, no resistance, and smooth as a water slide&#33. anyway i look once more at it's crotch area. i remember thinking " ain't no way IN HELL am i gonna prime THAT thing." I push IT off and IT starts crying.

The problem I have noticed with my DV members dreams is that I have them right after I go to sleep (because I have just been on the board), but since they are the first dream of the night recall is usually really bad.

It's too bad but that has been pretty consistant for me--Lots of DV member dreams, but not-so-good recall.

It seems that might be what's happening with you too.

Originally Posted by Twoshadows

The problem I have noticed with my DV members dreams is that I have them right after I go to sleep (because I have just been on the board), but since they are the first dream of the night recall is usually really bad.

It's too bad but that has been pretty consistant for me--Lots of DV member dreams, but not-so-good recall.

It seems that might be what's happening with you too.
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yeah, it seems to be that way. i sometimes wake up in the nioght to recall my first dream or so. the dreams later on are always more vivid, perhaps i will try thinking about you and cold blooded later on in the night instead of when i first go to sleep.

anyway, i don't recall any dreams from last night. i may have had one with my FWB's melena. it was her b-day last night.

Dream from last night:

i briefly remember making love to some girl. at some point i'm with her friends and some friends of mine i had just made at the bar in my waking life. They're card magicians. they do this strange trick in the dream where they put a gum like sustance around a candle. the flame sucks all the oxygen but since the substance isn't completely solid it can suck in air but not excape. they effect was that the thing expanded around the candle seven ft wide!

a negative effect was that all the breathable oxygen went inside the bubble. My friends started choking and gasping for air. i could still breathe since it was only a dream. instead of questioning it, to see wether it was a dream or not, i shrug and leave the room. I'm beggining to think my dream self is retarded heh.

later on i was walking by a lake. i think someone was there. but later on i'm walking through a forest and i'm having a psychic conversation with something i cannot see (another invisible presence). i communicate with it by typing on the ground as i'm walking.

I'm beggining to think my dream self is retarded heh.[/b]

Haha....I know how you feel. It's amazing the things we will just accept.

We just need to remember to question everything.

Good luck.

well at least my dreams are becoming more vivid! but yeah i need to question everything more. my stop watch has only showed up once in my dreams, and even then i got distracted. it seems i have to get the timing of when to do the RC's because in a dream it's always changing, easy for distractions.

I notice when i get lucid, i get a lot smarter and can think pretty clearly.

Last night i had trouble sleeping, i think the b6 kept me up for a bit. 2 dreams.

Cats: i was in a room with a few people, one guy had a cat. Me and some other guy were holding kittens.

Mall:


I'm outside this mall walking on these marble pathways. they are slippery, so slippery that i can glide across them. at some point i'm skating real fast accross them. i crash into stuff a few times but i keep going.

I walk inside the mall and browse a few shops. The slightly chubby girl from subway that always hits on me stops me and says something. i can't remember the convo well. i go upstairs to meet my brother and jen but i spot x talking to them. i suddenly remember she wanted to meet me there. i don't know why i agreed. i turned around and walked away, wondering why she felt compelled to show up. i get frustrated and apprehensive.

after walking around for a few minutes i see that x is no longer by my brother and his gf. they tell me some girl was looking for me. i told them i wasn't interested in meeting with her. they said, too bad because she knows our address and is coming by later.

when i get home, by myself i see my bro is home. i walk in and i see x there making out with him. she looks a bit different than in her picture. she had shorter hair with bleached streaks. i noticed she was comparitively short in relation to me. i laughed and asked if they were having fun. She stands up and smiles as if happy to see me. i turn around as if i didn't see and grab a beer from the fridge.

she tries to talk to me a bit, but i tell her that she should just leave, and shouldn't show up without talking to me first. i show her to the door. i trip on the way sending my arms flailing almost hitting her in the back of the head. she makes a comment about how she actually thought i was going to hit her. i shrug and open the door for her.

she suddenly hugs me and plants her lips on mine.i think "WTF does she think she's doing now." for a second she's trying to get me to kiss her back. i depress my lips sending her top lip slowly out of mine. i pull back and give her a concerning look. she gets the message and walks away.


note: it seems i voiced my intent for her to leave my dreams. i wonder if it will work since i wasn't lucid.

Little recall last night.

i only slept 2 hours or so. i was almost able to enter a few lucids. a few times at night i would close my eyes and still see my room or a different room, i tried to enter the dreams fully by concentrating on images and trying to get my gazing to pull me into the dream but the images desolved after a few seconds and i fully awoke again. at one point i was staring at a woman standing in a door way, when i blinked she turned into a freaky looking figure.

Edit: At one point i awoke fully in a dream. i looked at my blankets and it looked like someone dropped cat poo and kitty litter on my blankets. i remember thinking "how the hell did that get there? i don't have a cat. it seemed so real and vivid that i forgot to perform a reality check. i decided to go back to sleep and clean it up in the morning.

i had generally bad recall all week but on wednesday night i had a lucid.

from wedseday night:

Dream 1:

I was at a gym of some sort. at first i was boxing with someone and then i went into a wrestling ring. I thought my oppenent was gonna join but he never did. i ended up running around the wrestling rink.

Dream 2: i was at a bar. i went into the washroom and i saw the BF of this chick that tried to start a fight with me. he had a few buddies there. they turned out the lights and held me down and started kicking me.


I woke up at 4:30 am i had to get up in an hour. i thought "SHIT what crappy dreams" but then i remembered what twoshadows said about it doesn't matter the amount you sleep, 'cause dreams seem longer.

so i decided to WILD. soon i was seeing HI

Dream 3: I was in some building. this was very vague, i knew i was dreaming but i didn't quite know what it meant. i saw my friend dan. i followed him with a sense he was gonna lead me somewhere important.

Dream 4: I was at my apartment. i looked outside and saw my roommate Bill walking in the door. He owes last month rent to me still and i confronted him on it. he got testy so i kicked him out.

at some point i was in a hallway with James and Dan. i remember it was a cruddy hallway. i remember going down some stairs.

Dream 5: X at the 2nd gate. this dream started out lucid. i don't remember how i became lucid. the first part is very vague but i remember chasing a White Owl. I was in a large building that was real fancy. I climbed up a catwalk and caught the Owl perched there. it looked at me and i sensed the owl had something to do with X. i figured it was her animal dreamguides. so right then i meant to voice my intent to it, so that i could keep x out of my dreams. (i was hoping that on some sub concious or energetic level, it would cure me of my dreams of her.) the owl hooted and then started flying away it was heading for a window. instead of voicing the intent i wanted my motor skills acted on their own and i yelled, "Take me with you!!!"

The next thing i new i was sitting in an old fashioned classroom. there were no desks but all the students sat around a large wooden table. i was wondering how i had got there. somebody passed me 2 photographs. i looked at them and saw blurred images of a White Owl.

I suddenly remembered what happened in the previous dream and realised that perhaps i was still dreaming. i looked around the room, everything was stable and solid. the realization i was dreaming was so intense that i almost fainted. all my senses were perfectly intact. if this was a dream it was Damn realistic. i tried holding my nose but forgot to pay attention to the reaction 'cause I spotted x sitting about 2 seats down from me. she was reading a book. i wondered if i should ask her if this is a dream. but she seemed a bit involved and seemed to give off a vibe that said "Don't bother me".

I raised my hands to my face. they were my hands. Nothing was unusual about them. i looked at them closely, as i brought them closer to my face the images criss crossed, like you see double if an object were held close to your face and you see 2 of it. i thought "That's strange would my eyes really work the same in a dream???". i tried another RC. i spotted a book lying down with an image of some guy with a beard on the cover. i turned my head away and slowly turned it back. the book was exactly the same as it was before.

Since none of the RC's and everything in the dream was stable or not changing i accepted it as real life. The class ended then and i picked up my books and walked out the door.

Congratulations, man.

All right! Good job with the LDs. Hopefully this will be the start of many more LDs.

hopefully indeed!

friday: had a late night at the bar. so i only recal a small detail of X's face coming out of the shadows.

Saturday.

Dream1: i was in a dark tunnelly place with some people. we were underground there were sections we walked through where you open these doors that lead to a pitch black room with a bunch of other doors on the other side. i kept walking throught the doors only finding the same type of room. an older woman perhaps in her fifties, with dyed brown hair was walkign along with us. i had the inclination i should walk ahead of her so i quickened my pace. as soon as i was about 3 rooms ahead of her i found the end.

in the last room was a ladder leading up into a house. i don't remember much in the hoouse but eventually i was lying on the couch in the living room. some chubby girl i seemed to know sat down beside me. she starts trying to flirt with me and stuff but i'm not interested and say something like, "your a nice person and all but damn! have you ever tried the subway diet?"

Her mouth drops and gives some sarcastic remark.

i say " well at first i was attracted but as you got closer i saw those few inches there." then i poked her belly with my finger imitating the pillsbury doughboy. i don't remember the rest.

Dream 2: i remember that my highschool friend Kera was in this dream.



from last night:

Henrik's dream journal: i was on DV and i spotted Henrik Flyman's dream journal. he's the guitarist from a danish metal band i like. www.evilmasqurade.com i also run a small forum for them. anyway i remember reading some of his dreams but i don't remember what they were.

Cleaning: my landlord was over and we were cleaning up my place a bit (i think i was moving out). a techno version of a stratovarius song is playing, it sounds awesome!!! anyway, i went to clean under the cupboard where the kitchen sink is and i found a disney DVD and two other cd's that i had lost.

Grocery store: i was at a grocery store with my brother. I spotted free coffee so i left my brother to shop and helped myself to a few cups:-).

last nights dreams! they were pretty uneventfull.

dream 1. i was at my apartment. i was looking around and objects kept changing. at some point i was at my cub board and i seen a huge box of "snack pack". so i reached in and found a couple. but there was other stuff inside the box so i rummaged through it to see if i could find more pudding. but there was none. i then looked for the ones i found earlier but they were gone. i was mad. i remember thinking "DAMN! where's my snack pack?" at some point i was listening to a classic rock song that turned out to be a melodic metal song in the end. Khan from Kamelot was the singer i think.

Dream 2: i was in some wierd town in alberta. i think i was at a job of some sort. there was an ugly looking dark skinned dude there. for some reason i started talking to him. i think i stole someones chair just to talk to him. i asked him if he ever goes to calgary?

Dream3: i was outside a fictional house of mine. i can't remembre if i was doing any yardwork or not. but then a car pulls up and a guy leans his head out the window and says "hey Rob! can you move that car so i can pull into the garage?" I realise it's chris and i ask him what he's doing out in alberta.

"Well Royce, jeff and all them other fucks out in ontario can't get their shit straight when it comes to the job. But crazy ron told me on the phone to come out here since theres lots of work, but anyway, move the damn vehicle!"

I remember i just got my learners lisence but i never took the time yet to learn to drive. i wind up getting into the car with chris and he starts bashing into the other cars trying to move them out of the way.

Dream 4: i was at my house again with some people. a lady and a few other guys. i go to my balcony and some sparkling shape comes right out of the wall. i grab it and i see it's a green glow stick. a whole bunch of these glow sticks start coming out of the walls in my apartment. Me and some other people gather them all up and put them in my backpack. Everyone thinks the sticks are cursed so we all want to go out and throw them in a fire along with some other cursed stuff.

i kept a long red and a few short green sticks to myself. i snapped some to make them glow.

eventually everyone forgets about the cursed sticks. I'm hungry so i rummage through my fridge. i find left over spaghetti sauce. i wonder if i should go to the store and get some of the stuffed pasta noodle that look like ravioli but have much better filling in them. i don't recall finding any in alberta.

i wake up with some annoying christmas song in my head.