LOL! i was like "What the hell is this conondrum all about" then i read your DJ entry.....
Conundrum....
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I hope you remember the plan.
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Something In Twoshadows DJ prompted me to post this. It was the post about her old dreams before dreamviews!
I would like to share the first 2 and only time's I LD'd before dreamviews.
The first one was when i was about 8. I was still peeing the bed :oops: . these were usually accompanied by dreaming in where I or someone else was peeing. for example i remember in one dream I was on a huge boat and the captain of the boat was peeing on the deck. I remember seeing the relief on his face, he sighed. lol.
anyway, the first LD started out, When it was night time in Chilliwack. I was a block or so away from my elementary school. I really had to piss. I suddenly knew it was a dream, and that unless i woke up, i was gonna pee the bed. I stopped walking and tried to open my eyes. My eyes only rolled up into the back of my head. I tried a few more times, but nothing happened. I jumped up and down and got frustrated.
I had to find a place to pee. so i went to my school. I ran into the school yard but the door was locked.
I found an open window and went to the washroom there. And luckily i woke up before i actually had to go!
The second LD i ever had was shortly after I had heard about the concept of Lucid dreaming. Probly when i was about 16. The dream started off with me flying at night somewhere. I remember thinking "I can't fly... This must be a Lucid Dream" So i continued to fly! after a while it seems i was unable to fly, for i was slowly going down towards the ground. I remember thinking "This is my dream! I should be able to fly more." but alas, i landed safely on the ground.
I'll post more on other cool dreams i had later!
Dream 1: It's was night time. At some point i boarded a plane. There was supposed to be a huge plane disaster happening. I looked out the plane window and there was a bunch of planes flying close by. It looked like they were having a hard time keeping control. but luckily my plane made it safe.
Dream2: All i remember is being in a house with a few people.
Dream 3: Semi Lucid. I was Wilding and i had a buttering knife in my hand. I looked at it closely and could see my reflection in it. luckily i didn't look strange!
Dream 4: I Was in australia with My brother and his GF. We were on a hill overlooking some scenery. To my right there was a small town in the distance. I remember it being really foggy, i could barely see the town or the sky. But when i looked out to the plain below i could see perfectly.
I remember thinking "I better not stand here too long 'cause the Army Ants will get me." Just then i thought i saw a huge pack of birds flying in the plain. I pointed them out to Jen and she said they weren't birds. But gigantic Butterflies. They were large and white and pretty soon went over head. they looked pretty cool!
That sounds really cool. I'd like to see that.Quote:
i thought i saw a huge pack of birds flying in the plain. I pointed them out to Jen and she said they weren't birds. But gigantic Butterflies. They were large and white and pretty soon went over head. they looked pretty cool![/b]
Good...Quote:
Semi Lucid. I was Wilding and i had a buttering knife in my hand. I looked at it closely and could see my reflection in it. luckily i didn't look strange![/b]
I have decided I am going to try to have a successful WILD. I haven't tried for a while.
lousy recall again. i gotta train myself to wake up in the middle of the night. i seem to have better recall that way.
dream1: I'm outside a house at night time. In the yard is a young girl. I run up behind her and startled her. (I used to do this to kids all the time when i was little). But i calmed her down by telling her to look at the stars. I looked up at them as well, and I had never seen so many stars in that formation before. I wish i woulda used that to question wether i was dreaming or not.
Dream2: I was in a game of some sort. Like a sniper game. I was in a tall building shooting down air fighters. it was fun. but after a while there was none left, so i got bored and went somewhere else.
Dream3: I remember being in a large room. i think someone i knew was there I'm not sure.
Dream4: A friend DC was telling me he was gonna go after my DC girlfriend (I don't really know these people). I say "You're joking right." He say "No I'm not" then he starts shoving me. So i grab him by the throat and pin him against a wall lifting him up saying. "I'd like to see you try asshole!"
sometimes i wonder if in my regular dreams I'm just as mindless as the DC's.....
I know what you mean on the lousy recall. Sometimes I only remember like 7 seconds of a dream and it sucks. Other times it is like I have the dream on the tip of my tongue but that is as far as it makes it. Sometimes it makes me want to do a primal scream lol
Same here. That makes me think, in a way, we are DC's ourself when we are in a dream. Like, I am the DC that I am dreaming is me. Maybe that's why we act like dumb DC's in dreams, cause we really are. And sometimes when your dream is like a movie, it's because you just haven't put the DC representing yourself in the dream. Thanks for inspiration for the profound thought. :wink:
OK: I expect to see a lucid next time I'm in here! Don't disappoint me!
well hopefully!!!! I ran into what's her face not ten minutes ago at the bar while i was gettin a meal. she asks "Are you coming over tonight?" told her "Maybe". LOL she's gonna be pissed.... gotta have that LD!
LOL NO RECALL AHHH! All i Remember is sounds. I'll see her tonight.
(Warning don't read ahead if you can't handle "Dirty" talk)
But yeah. I'm having a tough time getting her to have the full effect. Ie. Projectile :) . I perform the moves, and she can't hold it in or something, before she's about to Orgasm, she yells "Just f*** me for christ sake." This is getting frustrating. She doesn't seem relaxed enough or something. Perhaps i should spend extra time on a massage And run some NLP relaxation patterns on her? Or maybe i should find another prospect? She has turned down so many other guys since meeting me, and since I made it clear from the begginning I don't want anything too attatched, I'm taking it as a sign I'm doing Something right.
Moonbeam, i remember reading in your DJ about having multiples it sounds like you might know a thing or two. you got any advice? Ireally want to become proficient at this stuff.
I do LOL. And There's usually quite a puddle afterwards. But I'm more after, maybe not the multiple. but the stacked orgasm. It can be done with fingers and tongue lol. and by stacked I mean, The one hand position doesn't allow the fluid to be released right away. in fact. the fluid from 3-5 orgasms can be stacked without releasing pressure, but eventually when you do let go. The amount of fluid that is released is much more than usual. plus the orgasm Makes the entire body shake involuntarily, for a LOOONG period of time. This is the White Tiger Tantra Orgasm.
Ummm....I'm not sure about all this stacking of orgasms, and all this pressure building and fluid releasing....are you talking about you or her? I really just know about regular multiple orgasms.
PS My BF heard my laughing and I told him what it was about, and he showed me some "squirting" stuff on the internet. That's not real. If that's what you mean.
oh it's real. The guys that introduced me to this stuff in toronto say it's pretty real. Even their gf's said it was real. I'm talking about her lol.
dreams: I was in a bar. some guy was trying to start a fight with me.
/dream2: I was in a house redecorating.
lousy DR.
Dream1: I was outside at a hot dog stand. The person at the vendor was a woman. I remember chatting with her for a while. i think we were hitting it off well. Suddenly My FWBs comes around the corner. She looks jealous and pissed of that I'm talking to someone else lol. I tell her to calm down.
Dream2: I'm walking towards my house. when i arrive at the front yard there is two japanese girls hanging out at the front. One is walking a dog. "Cute dog" i say. we start talking and stuff.
I tell one a story about my childhood dog "wilson". He use to scrap other dogs a lot. he would even pick on the little yappie dogs by picking them up by the furr off their back and shaking his head side to side. I did an imitation of what the yappie dog would sound like.
They both laughed. One jap girl started shaking her head vigorously from side to side. Her hair flung out everywhere and kept hitting me in the face. I began to walk toward the door of my house. The girls seemed to follow. for some reason i didn't bother to use the front door. Instead, I went to the window. It was locked. inside i saw my brother snoozing. I tapped on his window and yelled "Dude, some jap girls are here aren't you gonna let us in?
Dream 3: I come home to a bunch of whacked out roomates. They tell me "Theres a girl sleeping in your room (giggling) we f***'d the shit outta her last night."
I gather some laundry and walk downstairs to my room. I go in quietly, but she wakes up. She doesn't seem to know where she is or what happened last night. I say "Oh, didn't mean to wake you, sleep all you want"
She looks at me confused and digs out her purse. "How much do you want?" she asks. "You don't have to pay me anything." I say.
She looks even more confused and insists on giving me some money. i tell her i don't need anything and she's welcome to leave when she wants. I sit down and we start talking. within a minute I touch her arm lightly. she doesn't mind but then i suddenly see tension in her face. she doesn't seem to trust me yet so i back off.
That's more like it! I sense an up-coming lucid...involving a tree....
As for the girl situation: Maybe a small amount of alcohal, a relaxing massage + music before the get go, and a comfortable "setting" may do the trick.
I noticed you told me you were going through a bit of a dry spell with LDs.....And I'm the one adopted by you....but I'll just throw this out there: Maybe shift your focus onto a whole new technique(s). I'm sure you've tried almost all of them, but maybe swtich it up and focus on something you've never tried, or something you havn't tried on a regular basis.
Also it seems a big topic in your life right now is that whole situation with you and your girl, and I see that pattern carrying over into your recent dreams (I.E. Dreaming about women in general)
Maybe start doing an RC each time you engage with the opposite sex or see an attractive women?
I know I'm just a student, but i'll try and help with whatever I can.
Either way, good luck!
thanks man. I DO dream of women a lot! what can i say: Even if they can be contemptious manipulative and all around pure evil, I LOVE EM!!!!! ;)
Yeah WBTB usually works for me, for recall but i keep forgetting to WILD. but yeah there's a few cute DV members here. perhaps I'll browse and do some RC's ;)
no lucid :eek:
but i did have some interesting dreams!
Twoshadows' other shadow:
I was on DV when TS invited me to some sort of site she had just found out about. It was Semi-religious, but i didn't mind. Anyway there was an article on dreams. As i was reading it i was transported to a place The article was talking about.
The article said something significant about seeing the moon eclipse the sun in a dream: when you look at the moon and the sun suddenly comes out behind it, and vice versa. I was outside on some rocky cliff overlooking a shore. I looked up and saw the eclipse a couple times. i was trying to mix something in a puddle of water. A rose, some rocks, and pieces of food. The pieces kept dissapearing. The rose was drifting away in the water, i tried to grab it and suddenly i was back at the computer :eek: .
The site said TS was still online. I clicked her username and like on DV i could track what people were doing. It seemed already she was making lots of friends :content: . she was building a personal page that the site provided. i checked it out and i saw different pic of Twoshadows. Her features seemed more smooth and younger. But what suprised me is the colors of her eyes seemed entirely black :shock:. It sort of made her look evil. but also very pretty :bigteeth: . i began to wonder if this was a hidden side to her?
lol wierd dream. BTW TS why what's the meaning of your screen name anyway? now I'm curious!. It is an awesome name.
Anti DV page: I was in a computer room of some sort with Neo Neo from chat last night. He motioned me over to the pc he was at. He looked shocked and disturbed. He said read this page.
It looked like a myspace page but there was an article on it written by a DV member (won't say who), that was saying DV was a cult. The writer said she had infiltrated the ranks of the cult and was showing it's secrets or something. There was also something about me in there that was bad too 'cause i saw my name stand out in an orange color.
Neo said he had to go, so i couldn't finish reading the article. I asked him if i could use another computer and he said ok. I turned on a computer but they keyboard only had 3 keys on it! i looked around the room and saw that neo left his keyboard so i plugged it in. I looked all over the mysoace site but coiuldn't find the page. i was getting mad, as i was gonna write a response to what it had to say.
I'm always just so popular.....LOLOLOLOLQuote:
It seemed already she was making lots of friends[/b]
Not like the old lady that I am now.Quote:
Her features seemed more smooth and younger[/b]
Ahhh...so you've noticed. I wasn't going to say it yet. But yes, I am the leader of the DV Cult. The reason your name was in orange is because we have been watching you. We would really like to get you in, but we are not sure yet we can fully trust you. Prove yourself worthy and you will learn all the secrets.Quote:
It sort of made her look evil.[/b]
Remember what I said to you before about doing everything I say....?
I can't tell you until I know I can trust you completely.Quote:
BTW TS why what's the meaning of your screen name anyway? now I'm curious!.[/b]
:D :lol: :P :P :mrgreen: :laughhard: ;)
Yeah took you a while to figure that out huh :-)
Your not THAT old. Not in my dreams anyway :wink:Quote:
Not like the old lady that I am now.[/b]
Ahh the truth comes out. I KNEW it all along!I hate it when I'm right! I'll prove myself worthy enough to be at your side at leading these fools :evil: :dreaming: :ohyahbaby:Quote:
Ahhh...so you've noticed. I wasn't going to say it yet. But yes, I am the leader of the DV Cult. The reason your name was in orange is because we have been watching you. We would really like to get you in, but we are not sure yet we can fully trust you. Prove yourself worthy and you will learn all the secrets.[/b]
:puppydogeyes: Yes mother, just find other ways of punishment other than physical aggressivenes, if i step outta line. 'cause, i bet you have cooties.Quote:
Remember what I said to you before about doing everything I say....?[/b]
*in termintator voice* Trust me :fro:Quote:
I can't tell you until I know I can trust you completely.[/b]
:jester: :upsidedown:
But....you don't know..... the secrets.Quote:
Ahh the truth comes out. I KNEW it all along![/b]
Um....*I* have cooties...????Quote:
'cause, i bet you have cooties.[/b]
We'll see. The meaning is so deep that I'm not sure you'd even get it. At least not at this point.Quote:
Trust me[/b]
:bigteeth:
hmm you mean like REALLY down deep? Oh i can get DEEP. :wink:
Dream: I was in a car with a girl that was a combination of a couple girls that i had crushes on in my highschool years. WE were talking about stuff. She mentioned how years back i had sent her a valentine card and that now she regretted never responding to me. Then i said something completely self indulgent and stupid. She was then icy cold the rest of the ride.
Note: I notice a common pattern in my dreams with women. I seem to be doing fine and then i run into a barrier of some sort and i can't seem to get through.