Lucid Endeavors of Rainbow Werewolf

Thursday 4/14/06

Blue = Dream

Had quite a few dreamsigns, but did not realize it was a dream. Was putting together a mind Access Point (wireless antenna) that allows people to enter the network much like a holodeck. Then they could participate in a videogame. I was using an older computer with like Windows 98 and was in a web browser. Instead of the normal menus, the browser had some taboo terms, with other people standing around. I was worried they might notice, but they didn't.

Shortly after, an old friend of mine walked behind me and his unusually large privates were hanging out carefree as could be. This too did not alert me to being a dream.

Tuesday 4/18/06

Became lucid with WILD. Was alone in a small apartment. Kept saying "Clarity Now" Tried spinning but the scene was the same. After a minute it faded and I was pulled away. It started with what seemed like an OBE. It seemed like a dream too because as I moved at a quick speed, I saw my green carpet under me for some time. Then I moved downward, unable to control the motion, at one point too fast for my liking, and slowed down a bit. I didn't hit the ground.

Then I appeared in that room again and was looking for a Lupe character from Neopets. I went from the small living room area with a small yellowish table, into the kitchen and around again. The scene was turning black and I felt pulled away. I kept repeating "clarity now" but it only worked so long. Spinning did not bring new scenery, but kept me there. I never saw the Lupe character I wanted to.

Wednesday 4/19/06

There was a professor who was a bit taller than I. He looked like Mr. Bluhm from my old high school. He had expected the class to turn in 5 papers. For some reason, he didn't expect me to turn in any, as if I didn't have to. Late on some night he embarrassed me in front of the class for not having my papers. When he was done, I told him I could get them, but he showed me a clock that had 11:45PM so I only had 15 mins.

Evidently, I made a deal with someone unknown to give me papers (or one paper) in exchange for doing something for them. At the end of the dream, I was showering in about an 8 foot wide show with two show heads, and 3 curtains, in a nice bathroom with granite tiling.

One curtain had a big square hole cut in it, but I didn't recognize the dreamsign, but did think it odd. I was enjoying the shower and told myself "I'd better enjoy this because soon I will be going to a dark place" meaning that I was going to spend awhile in another place, but that only a few seconds would pass there.

I woke up in my dark room, so that could be it. At that time I felt the dark place wasn't a good place.

In real life, I was helping someone yesterday with their algebra homework and they had 5 overdue assignments, so the papers came from this event.


In another dream that night I was watching TV in what looked like a warehouse and my mom told me to go watch it in my room so that Jason, my brother, could watch what he wanted.

Thursday 4/20/06

Dreamed I went to a Pseudo-Disney World. Saw a creature that called itself Azulla which was a figure that had one big eye and a cute teddybear like face and body. I kept dreaming that I woke up to write it down like 5 times, and ran the list by someone.

Azulla was incredibly cute. There were other animals walking around an enclosure, almost like those walkways that run over streets or highways, but it was curved around. Azulla was white and furry and I went over to it and he/she took my hand and said something very encouraging that I don't remember. I felt very moved.

This happened after we came to the edge of the park. Supposedly we rode a ride (that I don't remember taking) and we had to enter something on this number keypad that verified that we didn't want to continue the ride because it was too extreme. Supposedly if I went back to the ride, it would spin at like 1 million RPM. This keypad was at a counter and I could not for some reason push a digit, like I was too freaked out.

So the clerk at the counter cleared me to go on. We then decided to (for some reason) go back into the park because we were parked in a road outside of the park (which I suddenly found myself at).

I asked, when we were driving around, if that was Epcot center we were in, and said "I want to see Animal Kingdom, but I don't think we have time." Then the animals appeared: lions, zebras, walking as humans in the enclosure that looked like a path w/ metal rails and cadging to keep them separated from the humans. It seemed that a path for people also was by the animals.

I clearly remember the name Azulla but the face has almost faded. The 1st time I woke to write this down (FA), I tried using a plum I bit into to write about Azulla (made sense at the time), because I didn't have a pen.


In another dream later I killed a snake and rode by a house with a dark porch and saw a rat.

Friday 4/21/06

My mom had bought a bucket of paint (dark, black I believe). I think I was angry with her. The paint was in an orange Home Depot style bucket. There was about a few inches of paint in the bottom. It was inside my truck in the back seat. When I pulled it out (still angry) I let it fall on its lid, upside down. Some black paint came out and left a puddle on the ground, then I rescued it. The lid was like a soda lid, with a stra style opening.

She wanted to have people over and made a barbecue. However the steaks had too much seasoning according to Ryan, an old friend. My mom was upset because she cooked them. Ryan used some adjective that I can't remember about what this did to the steaks.

Monday 4/24/06

Morning Dream:

Last memory was holding a wrist watch. I was calling banks trying to get account info for some japanese customer of I think Compass Bank. I carried on a long discussion with a person on the phone about some wireless electromagnetic credit cards that would eventually be created. Realism was 6/10 or so. Mood was not really happy, but uneasy.

I was walking with some partner down the streets of some city, talking on a celphone with these banks.

Nite Dream:

Dreamed that someone I spoke to had 2 cool looking dark brown/black dogs. Almost like wolves. I didn't get up close to them. They had the form of Red XIII but were black/brown and didn't have the feather hair or fire tail. Don't remember much more.

Wednesday 4/26/06

Morning:

I lastly remember 2 people doing dares. The last dare was "beat me with a krispy kreme donut" which someone took a donut and tapped it on someone else at the table, deforming the donut. They had a box of candy that looked marshmallowy and shaped with catepillar markings, and were some super sour thing that one person was eating with his head down near the box of these assorted treats.

They were keeping quiet because a doctor (I believe) was on a phone call at the end of the table. Earlier, just before, I was helping the doctor by answering a few Hummingbird software questions. I mentioned Hummingbird wasn't that intelligent to do something that he needed, but that his Java components could probably be saved to do work for him. The two that were daring appeared shortly after and something had rolled under the table.

Nite (FINALLY I see Red!):

After WBTB I had quite a few FA's, or thinking I was awake. I heard a radio alarm playing but I don't use the radio so I knew it wasn't real. It was a very low level lucid, but I realized it. In one lucid, I was laying in bed an called for Red XIII. I heard heavy breathing, almost like a horse, but without the lip sound. I knew it was Red because I felt warm breath on my left hand, behind my bed. I could see the very top of his back and the red fur, but didn't see the headdress or the fire tail. Can't remember if I felt his fur or not. He walked around my bed a few times before I faded to some other dream. I was fairly lucid.

I believe that my mind only allowed Red to show himself just enough to know he was there, but I didn't see his face. Just in his breathing, I could sense his power.

Another dream that night, I went swimming and found I had forgotten to remove my cellphone from my trunks (I don't know how it got there) and ended up messing it up. A lady that worked at that theme park told me if I wanted to call my mom or anyone, I could get a number from security (I believe) by filling out a form and providing some cryptic number that I didn't know.

Another dream I was standing beside a friend's truck, which has one small seat right on the passenger dash. I imagined it would get hot right there, and that only something very small would fit. My friend Robert agreed.

Thursday 4/28/06

Was trying to do formulas like +/- unknown to calculate some domain or range possibility. I saw a boat with a few passengers that was moving rather slowly because one guy said that land was too close. I saw the land that looked about 100 meters away or so (which would be close). A speedboat went right by the slow moving boat, so evidently the land wasn't really that close. I didn't look at the land again.

Next thing I know this guy was in the water (they had thrown him in) with a few supplies. I guess they didn't like him saying something untrue.

I also saw a note next to one of my work manager's desk from T.T. in our community that I believe had the 3rd day of some month and thanked them for sending out some data. It had a place for his SSN but was blank. It also said if they had concerns to call him no matter the time.

Friday 4/29/06

I remember walking through a glass window while holding some musical instrument (I think some drum symbols). I was bringing it to a couple of guys in a jeep or other topless car. I remember hearing 3 words in another dream. The last two were "logic" and "structure" and I think the first one was "improvement." I walked through the window on purpose to try to impress them.

Tuesday 5/2/06

blue = dream
green = HI

Dreamed of a convenience store, vaguely remember.

In another dream,

WBTB up @4:30 and BTB @5:15
Lucidity: 6/10
Realism: 6/10
Control: 7/10

I was relaxed and visualized that I would recognize a dream sign of either: water, Red XIII, Amusement Park, or being up high.

I was at a desk in a slighly dark hallway. In the dream I attempted to lucid dream (without realizing I was already dreaming, and sitting upright funny enough). Instantly I went lucid and I believe I called for Red or that he may have already been there. I don't remember if I got a good view of him. He seemed to have a content look from what I remember. Held the lucid state for about 20 seconds from the time I first went lucid. Saw Red for about 5-10 seconds or so. Then I woke up.

I can visualize Red and hear his voice now that I have seen Advent Children.

When attempting to WBTB again I saw Red XIII riding a unicycle and in another scene asking for some Meat-Ups.

Now I think that Red had appeared without me actually having the intent.

Thursday 5/4/06

Found an old piece of watermelon that was pretty firm (almost metallic) that I knew that Red XIII had bitten and his teeth had left 4 phrases side by side, each about 5 lines long and about 3-4 words per line. I hadn't seen Red bite it. I only got to read the first phrase. It spoke of Red vomiting his intestinal meat. Then I saw what I thought was Red (a red dog but without the headdress or tail) but was smaller and I was sad that he was sick and he threw up on me some red fluid that didn't look like blood, but lighter in color, but not as light as watermellon. I wasn't disgusted, but more trying to comfort him as I felt bad for him.

Earlier Dream:

My mom wanted to see something on channel 19 and helped someone in what appeared to be a long counter change the channel. It appeared to be a bar that was well lit. She didn't get to the channel and then she was helping an old lady who was shaking take some aspirins. She was sitting down on the ground with the old lady sitting down in front of her putting a half handful of asprins into the old lady's mouth who was shaking.

Earlier:

I had 2 friends I don't think I knew IRL. I was trying to find Red and one said he was going back to the apartment and needed my key (or some other access thingy), but I was afraid if I gave it to him I wouldn't be able to go home. He said something and made a motion, showing me something that consoled me. And I then remember him boarding a bus in a station. I think he looked like that baddie from MI: III. I also remember talking with Steven Mitchel, an old friend who I haven't seen in years. IRL Steven was an Anime fan that I respected for his knowledge of that and other stuff.

Earlier: [The Lucid]

Lucidity: 2/10
Control: 2/10

An oriental lady that looked like a real version of Yuffie from FF7 was teaching me how to say "Japanese" in Japanese. I believe she was saying something like "jutsu". I didn't believe she was telling it accurately because languages had been wrong in the past in my dreams. I said that can't be right and I'm not going to trust it when I wake up. I was lucid and had a little control but didn't seize the opportunity.

I looked up the word "jutsu" in a Romanji dictionary and saw that it meant "art" or "technique" which I found fascinating. She wasn't telling me how to say Japanese in Japanese, she was telling me an actual word in Japanese that has a profound meaning to me. And I don't even know Japanese.

Saturday 5/6/06

Was dreaming of what looked like a supermarket back area and spoke with someone who is a very hard worker. Another person was talking about how hard they work. This person I spoke to mentioned they put in a lot of hours and that one time they had to run the whole park's animation (it was a zoo I believe). There were 2 people, a woman and this guy. The woman was walking down the path that I happened to be on, just in front of me. It looked like she was holding a vaccuum cleaner hose that sprayed out piles of food like dog food. The pile was about 2 feet high and ran for as long as I can remember behind me.

When they noticed me, I gave a wave with my right hand that was quick like that guy waving to Cloud at the very end of FF7: Advent Children. Then I spoke with this guy and we were talking about how hard each of us works. I said I work 10 hours per week at my 2nd job, and he said "that's nothing." I mentioned I had to work hard when I went out of town. He then told me about when he had to do the animation for the whole park.

Someone else told me "He got there and had no deliveries due until Wednesday." I assumed he got there Monday. Then the hard worker showed me a big crate that had a few palettes with some onions. Not very much and I assumed that they needed more to sell. I asked him something but he didn't respond. DC's will typically say something, but he didn't.

Sunday 5/7/06

I was firing guns with someone, and he had some 20 caliber or so glock, and I had a 40 caliber or so glock. We were going to weigh my bullet which was a hollow point. I guessed it would be 45 grams, but woke up before we weighed it, while he cleared other bullets and material off the scale, which had a metal surface. The guy was going to put up a fence but said that a post would have to go through the tire of his trailor.

I moved a toy of my mom's dog Bailey away from a fire in what looked like a barn.

Tuesday 5/9/06

A small group of people played like an African tribe, to meet the "Sixies" which our leader said they spoke a drum of four languages. He said we had landed in a northern continent of Africa. It was green and grassy. A small tribe approached us, speaking English and their leader tried to battle ours. The eye expressions were funny through his black-rimmed glasses and looked like some caricature fighting with spiral eyes.

Before that, there was mention of Number 10 or the 2nd number three that was a lady this guy liked from some Sci-Fi movie.

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Tuesday 5/9/06 [Lucid and seeing Red]

Pretty much on the fringe of lucidity the whole night.

I looked in the mirror and looked like one of the Jackson 5 with an afro and immediately said "No Way. This is a dream." I then put my hand to the mirror and pushed, and at first it didn't work. But then it went through slowly up to my elbow. I ended up in blackness much of the time.

Was more lucid here:

Once I was in a hall with one light on the wall/ceiling that wasn't very bright. I called for Red XIII behind me and turned around and saw him sitting or laying in an open doorway. I saw the feather headdress and some tattoos and I believe his face for the first time. But in one second he vanished from my sight.

A few times in the night I tried rubbing my hands together but could barely feel them. When I touched a treebranch, I could not feel it either, and my sight wasn't clear most of the time. Also remember hearing beautiful guitar music.

Had a few semi-lucid FAs in my bed.

I did the spinning technique and ended up outside a home (shack) with green grass and flowers I could see clearly. I walked down some streets and found what looked like a small warehouse. One of the rooms was supposedly Jim Carrey's home, though I never saw him. Then I felt "I don't know Jim Carrey, so why would I be at his home?" I went lucid again and had some desire for sex so walked around until someone standing outside a building came and satisfied me after which I woke up slowly.

Earlier, I was working with a tablet PC, which I don't own, and my brother was sitting next to me on the couch. I tried to keep it away from him so he wouldn't see what was on it, though nothing looked bad on it. I remember my boss and someone else were in my bedroom (which was a different room) standing by the bed and I was using my laptop. Definately should have been a dream sign.

I also remember laying down on some asphalt at night.

I took my mom to a theme park [DS] and the laser show would start at 7 or so, but we needed to eat and no food places were open. A worker (black man, skinny) told us he could make us some sandwiches and charge it to my insurance. Some lady there tried to take our sandwiches from the inside table. I believe I saw a can of root beer too.

Wed 5/10/06

I participated in a research study that tested psychic phenomenon. I had some small crystal, about the size of a walnut that was sealed in translucent plastic packaging. It was supposed to transmute sound waves into some psychic energy that let you know what was truthful, for instance if your partner was telling the truth. Before that I had participated in some hypnosis course but kept missing the appointments and didn't get paid.

I have trouble in dreams keeping appointments.

I was looking at the directions and they just showed a lot of pictures of animals with privates hanging out and stuff, weird. And my dad wanted to see the directions not knowing what was in them.

The directions also showed some ritual that had two people wearing lion king on broadway style head pieces surrounded by a crowd. My brother was also talking to my dad about how things didn't work for him. My dad had a camera that he was testing out and it made loud sounds when the zoom adjusted, which triggered a red light on the crystal. Did not become lucid.

Before that, I talked with someone who looked arabic. He said someone else was trying to pull coins out of a container without looking, but kept getting quarters which was supposedly a bad thing. He got the quarters 3 times though he was trying to pull a dime out. He even looked in the bucket to try pulling a dime and still got a quarter.

I tried it and got a penny instead of a dime saying that they are close in size, but I didn't understand that someone could mix up the feel of a quarter and a dime, especially three times.

I also remember seeing my mom's old friend from England named Avi. He looked in his 50's or 60's with grey/white hair and a little heavy set. We were at a beach, and I said that I can't stay and need to get tickets back so I can continue my research studies. I haven't seen Avi in about 20 years so I don't remember what he looked like.

Friday 5/12/06

I was in an apartment on the 3rd or 4th floor from what it looked like that had a couple of large windows, about 5 or 6 feet in diameter. People were on the ground below talking or arguing over some bongo drums. I tried to close the window but the top was too high. It was more like 8 or 9 foot wide circle windows. The walls were yellow, and the apartment had no sofas or such that I could see. It looked a bit run down. I tried grabbing a chair to stand on to close the window, but it was useless and crooked. When I had gone back with the chair the window glass was missing and just had a screen and I was afraid of falling out.

I tried to grab a white cooler that was in the right corner. My attention changed and I ended up in a back room where one woman who was a bit unattractive attacked me somehow. Then a second more unattractive lady poked the first with her finger nail, knocking her out, and then tried to stab me with it but I fought her and knocked her across the room.

Before that I saw a receiver for a stereo unit that had Japanese and some other symbols move across right to left scrolling a bit too fast to read at my early stages. It also had realistic scenes and images like 3D's going by, or holographic images.

I just started learning Hiragana Japanese characters about 3 days ago, so it makes sense they would start appearing.

Before that a scene of me being at a church gathering outdoors. I kept saying "Wait, I don't go to church anymore, how did I get here?" But I didn't go lucid. I did see some old friends and my old friend asked me to get two other people whom I didn't know. I also saw a picture once where a child had died that I didn't know, but some reason felt I knew. In the church scene the former paster was handing out papers that seem to have grades and names on them. My name was not on it though.

Before this, Rick from work was telling about a buffalo or other stampede he heard and experienced. He said or impled that 10-12 hours before they appeared he could first hear them coming. I think I may have seen some scene of that but not sure.

Sunday 5/14/06

Late on this posting as I was too lazy to write it down before, so recalling from memory.

Dreamed that a guy put some blue gel on his infant baby and covered him/her in some clear plastic. The gel was supposed to give energy or something, which I thought was odd. The gel also vibrated some which he showed me. Did not become lucid, though it was really strange.

Also remember an airplane crash landing about 500 feet away, flying over us. It was more surreal so wasn't scared.

Monday 5/15/06

Some people were testing explosives underground and measuring their shock waves. Don't remember much more than that.

Tuesday 5/16/06

There were a small group of cats, about 5 or so. A white one kept biting me and the guy who I guess was the owner smacked it for biting a few times. The last time, the white cat jumped and was attacking my shoulder, and the guy grabbed me and said "You need to take it." I said "no way" and proceeded to grab the cat as I woke up with an afterthough of throwing it across the room. I was a little mad at the cat.

Thursday 5/18/06

On Tuesday I watched an episode of Scrubs where one person sang some lyrics of a Neil Diamond song. Something like "We're going to America" or "Welcome to America" and sounded actually very good, much like Neil Diamond.

Had a dream last night that I was watching Neil Diamond perform. However, it was a song I had never heard before. I knew words just a second or so before he sang them, so it was like my mind was creating the lyrics while he played and sang. It was a moving song, and I am surprised how well the lyrics came together being impromptu. The only phrase I remember was "we're going to the penthouse" or something like that. But in the dream it was a comforting song, and nothing bad was implied at all.

Anyway I went lucid there, but was on the border of being awake and asleep, but slightly more asleep. I called for Red XIII as I usually do when I go lucid. I remember glimpses of him, but nothing really certain. Later, when I was walking with friends, I started singing that line I heard sung in Scrubs, and I sounded very much like Neil Diamond there too, which I surprised myself. Though I wasn't lucid at that moment.

Honestly, I don't know many Neil Diamond songs, so perhaps I should look into it.

Earlier, I had a dream that I was using some laser kit that had a small CO2 laser in it that pulsed out of both sides. I could see the beams slightly, and they felt somewhat warm. I know for a fact this is not accurate, as CO2 beams invisible, powerful, and the lasers aren't that small and don't pulse out of both sides. In the dream I kind of knew something was wrong.

I remember another scene where three people were inside of a washing machine that I turned on (totally impossible as one person could not fit). After a few moments in the spin cycle (which was the first cycle) I stopped it fearing they might be dead. Then I pulled a blanket out of the foaming mixture and their heads came up. I woke up with some fear of this.

I tend to have dreams of impossible things but never get lucid from them.

Thursday 8/31/06

It's been awhile since I last posted, but last night had a very interesting dream. Yesterday I received my Holosynce from Centerpointe, and listened to the 30 mins of the Dive as instructed. It did allow me to have more of a vivid dream, though the full details are somewhat difficult to remember.

I was crowned king of a castle for some reason. I don't remember why, but a couple of people they put this large red/gold crown on my head. I was king of some castle I guess in England. People were taking pictures as I was crowned, and I think they were a few people I know. I also had a sword in a gold scabbard.

I asked for a fence to be put around the property because a lot of poor people would wander into the place and it wouldn't be able to handle the influx. I mentioned not the full property, but enough to surround the castle and give a decent distance. I never got a good view of the castle. But I was outside it looking out as people were approaching, and many were inside the fence area. I spoke to a girl that looked about 17 or so, and found out she didn't belong there and had her taken from the property. She didn't seem upset.

I also remember later one of my coworkers, Chris was going to teach me a bit of martial arts, though I don't think they know it in real life.