Oct 29 2005

[astrodweeb]

I'm not sure this is lucid or not. I'm not sure if I was awake or asleep. I knew I was in my bed and it was early morning. That my husband lay beside me and that I was on my back facing up. Perhaps this what I've read as a WILD, but very unintentional. I first became aware of the vibration that I've felt many times before. I was about to dismiss it, but lapsed into dreaming. I was being pulled backwards. Everything around me had such clarity, maybe even more than I've ever witnessed before. The colors were beautiful. The scenery achingly beautiful. I had such a feeling of ecstasy or euphoria. It was like pure energy coming right out of me. I could feel it in my dream and I could feel it as I lay there in bed. I was treated to such wonderful and good feeling pictures. Trees, butterflies, kittens, a repeating picture of a young asian woman (whom i do not know-perhaps it was a vision of what i would like to look like-as i am a nondescipt white female). All these and more rushed passed me. I reached out to wave at some of the pictures and as I did so, I wondered if I were reaching out (or up, really) in bed. That amused me to no end and I chuckled and laughed for what seemed like ages. Eventually, I realized that I could accidentally destroy this feeling if I let a bad vision come in. I worried a bit over it and sure enough, a yellow fog came into view. And then proceeded to turn into a laughing duck cloud!! I woke up laughing and excited.

[nesgirl119]

Originally posted by astrodweeb I'm not sure this is lucid or not. I'm not sure if I was awake or asleep. I knew I was in my bed and it was early morning. That my husband lay beside me and that I was on my back facing up. Perhaps this what I've read as a WILD, but very unintentional. I first became aware of the vibration that I've felt many times before. I was about to dismiss it, but lapsed into dreaming. I was being pulled backwards. Everything around me had such clarity, maybe even more than I've ever witnessed before. The colors were beautiful. The scenery achingly beautiful. I had such a feeling of ecstasy or euphoria. It was like pure energy coming right out of me. I could feel it in my dream and I could feel it as I lay there in bed. I was treated to such wonderful and good feeling pictures. Trees, butterflies, kittens, a repeating picture of a young asian woman (whom i do not know-perhaps it was a vision of what i would like to look like-as i am a nondescipt white female). All these and more rushed passed me. I reached out to wave at some of the pictures and as I did so, I wondered if I were reaching out (or up, really) in bed. That amused me to no end and I chuckled and laughed for what seemed like ages. Eventually, I realized that I could accidentally destroy this feeling if I let a bad vision come in. I worried a bit over it and sure enough, a yellow fog came into view. And then proceeded to turn into a laughing duck cloud!! I woke up laughing and excited. Excuse me....I don't mean to be rude, but post all of your entries in one Journal entry, please..