Hi everyone! since this is my first entry im going to might it somewhat short, also because i have company arriving any minute. ANYWAYS, i still havent been able to achieve lucidity but have been trying for months now, i guess not hard enough. I've read so much about lucid dreaming, although ive only been interested for about 9 months now. its amazing. period. i've been keeping a journal of my own for the past 5 or 6 months, but im going to keep them here from now on. So quickly, without details, heres last nights:

someone i love, who lives across the country was in town, he called, and was with some of my best friends, as well as his, i was in my kitchen, it was around 11 AM on a fall day, he said he wanted to hang out later. soon enough we were at my house, just talking and talking about very random stuff that i dont remember, and my entire family was sitting around us, not paying attention at all. or at least thats what it seemed, (and thats strange, because they dislike this person... alot) ANYWAYS.. we decided to go for a walk? got all dressed up with our jackets and such.. started up my street, then another friend of mine drove up, stopped.. and seemed really excited to see the person i was with, i was upset, who knows why.. and then i woke up

ok, one more thing.. i have dreams about this person very often, and whenever i have dreams about someone, i feel inclined to contact them, or feel alot closer to them the next day... is this normal!?