I had this dream a couple of days ago and it's still nipping at me mainly because of WHO was in it.

Ok firstly before I tell the dream I want to include a little bit of a background history between this boy and myself..

His name is Corey and I actually did meet him on the internet since he was living in Austin TX and I was living in Champaign IL. We really didn't talk much but I always felt like there was a reason as to why we met.

I finally moved to Texas and at the moment he's staying in California with his band (They tour a lot). I still have yet to meet him in person but our relationship did grow to talking everyday. I've helped him out by giving him some money where it's needed to help with his band. And he's coming back to texas sometime next week we've made plans to finally meet and hang out.

Since he isn't really asking for a girlfriend or looking for one I've accepted that we will just be good friends..and to be honest I'm not really looking for a relationship either. My current living situation is much too stressful to even think about love right now. I'm living with some family friends and I just really want to be on my own so I'm stressing about getting the money to move into an apartment and keep the place etc.

Ok now on to the dream. I know this dream is really corny but for some reason, I keep thinking there's some message there that I'm missing. Mainly because this is the first time i've dreamt about him..and I hear that water is a large symbol in dreams..so I guess that's why it keeps staying in the back of my mind. Especially since I still remember every detail of this dream.

It starts out that I'm alone by a pool, and I'm feeling really sad and lonely. Well then finally Corey shows up and I'm absolutely ecstatic to see him. I hug him and I feel comforted to receive a hug back and we start cracking jokes like usual and laugh at each other. Finally we jump into the pool (i should point out that I actually in real life do hate swimming) I was actually enjoying the swim, which like I said is so unlike me. So that's basically the main dream plot is us playing around in a pool and it's not just one of those back yard pools. It's a pool like you would see at an extremely nice hotel, with palm trees around it, specially made walk way to it etc. Lol like one you would see at a rich person's house in california. Well then we sit on the edge with our feet in the water and that is where I wake up.

When I woke up I felt sad that it was over..and even more sad that it was just a dream.