last night, i remember a part of my dream was that i went back to college. (i've been wanting to go back really bad but can't really afford it right now) i remember in my dream i was back at school, it was the first day of a new semester, and i didn't have a book; i felt embarrassed to ask someone if i could read on with them. I went to the library to see if i could get a copy of the book, and there was one there, but it was very torn and tattered; i remember thinking i could just steal it, and i didn't think they'd really care since it was so damaged anyway..
I didn't steal it; i don't remember if i was ever able to get a good book for school in my dream.
What could this mean?