Ever since I found out that my brother might have knocked up his girlfriend, which I consider totally wrong given the fact that he's only 17 and she's only 14 (but thankfully it turned out to be a false alarm)! But now I keep having dreams that I'm pregnant or I'm just with little kids (and I'm 14, as well)... and I feel totally full of joy and excitement in those dreams!
Just the other night I dreamed I was at a fair looking for my friends and this little girl, who seemed very familiar in my dream, ran up to me and was so glad to see me. I bent down and gave her a big hug and her smile just made me feel so happy and complete.
I know that I want to have children in the future, but I believe that I'm way too young for it, now. So what do you think this means? Do I really want kids now, or is this just expressing my desire to have kids later? Or maybe I've just been thinking about my brother's girlfriend being pregnant so the dreams just kind off pop up (even though that last dream was after I found it was a negative) or do you think that maybe it symbolizes something else?