He has been my friend for 4 years. His smile just melts my heart. I had a dream that me and him were talking. He smiled at me and I was just warm and fuzzy feeling. But I woke up and I felt miserable. I wanted to stay sleep just to be with him.

His hugs make me feel wanted and love. His smiles just make me melt....

I never told him, I loved him due to his companionship with another.

Should I just live in a dream or suffer not being with him?