Very long confusing and detailed dream. Please tell me what it meant

Dream:

Okay, so the dream opens with the death of my mom (I don't remember how she died, but it was at Islands of Adventure). I then get sent to live with my aunt, who's my mom's identical twin (dream aunt) and her daughter, who looks exactly like me (again, dream cousin).

I then grow up to the age I am now (I was little at the start of the dream). The three of us go to Islands of Adventure (btw, the place in my dreams looks nothing like the real park). I want to go on this one ride that I see all my friends are lined up for, but they (cousin, aunt) refuse to let me. So we go up an escalator while I'm ranting about not going on that ride. I'm so lost in my rant, that my aunt has to remind me to step off. I then freak out because I didn't notice the escalator was ending.

The three of us then head across a pier and the begin to go up this tower, entirely made of moving walkways (there'd be a section of a moving walkway in front of you then you have to jump quickly to the next one on your right). I should probably mention now that I have an irational fear of both escalators and moving walkways. So I am freaking out as we slowly go up the tower.

We get to the top and I don't notice the one point where I need to get off the walkway, so I go through a railing, off the tower, and into the ocean below.

It is then my view point shifts, it turns out that I had been seeing things from my cousins viewpoint and it was she who had just crashed into the river. I then rush along with the safty people to help her. The lot of us climb onto a raft and manage to find her lying against some rocks.

She mumbles to me about how her stomache hurts, but inticates her broken ribs. We all watch her die. I then return to my aunt and mention how I never want to go to Islands of Adventure again and she agrees.

A couple more years past, an my aunt has remarried (this awful despondent man) and I now have a littler cousin running around. Since my twin cousin's death and her remarriage, my aunt has changed to this horrible tyrant and I want out. So I pack up my stuff, and march out the door (which has something like "Lylea's rules" and then I list of house rules written in marker underneath), much to there protests.

It's night outside, and I weave past the cars in the drive way to see a car slowing down in front of my house. I guy is in it (he kinda looks like a punk Tommy Q from Instant Star, but dream guy is also british). He tells me to get in, I do (the guy also makes it clear he's drunk). We then take of weaving through my neighborhood (not my rl neighborhood, just your average "every house is the same" one).

He tells me his name is Mort and asks me what I'm running from. I refuse to say. Then he tells me he knows just the place to go. Mort then takes me to this pub/convience store place (that is done up old style, wood and the like). We go and try out at least three different tables before making up our minds on where to sit (I want a small cozy booth, he wants a mega big table, we decide on a medium size one). After we have selected our booth, Mort stretchs out on the corner side, I just stare, while he smirks.

I ton of other guys come over to join us with a deck of cards. The group of them then play poker in front of me. Mort keeps asking all these personal questions, which I keep invading. Another guy then shows up and sits next to me, he's covered in sweat (water?) and is literally dripping every where. He was one of the guys that helped me try to save my cousin. He knows of both her death and my mom's. I signal him with a look not to mention anything in front of Mort (who looks jealously at us).

I then ask Mort to take me home, he does so, but not before asking for my phone number (which I give to him). Though I think to myself, it would never work because women in my family always die young. I go back into my aunt's house.

Months pass, my aunt apparently has a job at Islands of adventure to take care of this one water ride. She insists one night that she didn't close it properly, so we all go with her to help her shut it down.

I switch to my aunt's pov. She knows that the ride (it's like a shipwreck ride) is being feisty tonight and knows that she probably will die trying to fix and sure enough, the ride shoots a wave of water at her (while she's under the water) that kills her.

Back to my pov, my step-uncle, baby cousin, and I watch helplessly has my aunt drowns. Proving my point on why I couldn't be with anyone.

Days pass, I check my cellphone for the first time in months. Mort has left me dozens of long texts. Asking about me, telling me about himself, telling me what an idiot he is to keep writing when I don't respond...
I feel guilty, not knowing what to say, I don't want to tell him the first time I read his texts was today. Besides, what will it matter if I'm going to die?

Time passes, I'm not sure how much, but suddenly I'm in an ocean with Mort on a raft coming towards me. I'm drowning, dying, but he manages to save me from my fate.

More time passes, Mort and I are in the convience store/pub again. Apparently we're engaged now. We're being really lovey dovey (lol) and I tell him that if the curse kills him instead of me, I would kill myself because I can't live without him. He gives me a brief serious look, then chuckles, that it is more likely for him to live without me. We wander around the convience store for a bit, kissing, holding each other, and talking (I don't remember everything we said).

Then the dream shifts to the future (days) and into Mort's pov. He's working an amusement park ride (that's right we argued about that last part....) when something goes wrong, like I had told him it would. He runs down below into the maind inner workings of the ride. Turns out there are all these robots and dinosaurs (my dream went more psycho) attacking the ride and people who run it. Mort tries to fight back and escape, but eventually is killed (more like trapted with something about to kill him).

The dream shifts again, I some how know what is happening (happened) to Mort. I go ask Giles (a tv show character, I have no idea what his relationship is in my dream, he just popped in) what's going on. He tells me that the gods are striking back against us mortals and that only a god can defeat them, but that there hasn't been a god raised out of our planet in centuries. I ask him how I could become a god, so I can save the world (lol), break my curse, and resurect Mort. Giles tells me I have to go complete some trials set by this one god.

Dream shift, I'm in this cloudy place, where this one woman (goddess) is talking to me (she dressed royally). She tells me a god has not been raised up out of the earth (apparently in my dream a god is made up of a planets elements) in a long time because it's people are corrupt and no one is worthy. I tell her that people do have good in them. She counters that they have darkness too, and I tell her that's what makes the good ones even more deserving. She then puts me through her trials (I really don't remember them). In the last one, she tries to distract me by using Mort's soul as an image in the clouds. Ultimately though, I win.

With my new powers, I head back down to earth, and I send female lions to guard Giles and my family. Then I head to Mort's ride (the place where he died) and resurrect Mort. I say nothing to him or look at him. He heads over to stay with Giles. I then enter Mort's ride. I destroy all the robots and kill all the dinosaurs. Then ultimately fight and kill the same goddess who set my trials, thus saving the world and breaking my family curse (apparently she had placed the curse on my family).

I then head back to Giles and Mort, who still isn't looking at me. I give up my powers and Mort and I marry. (I don't remember how the whole ending went, just those points).

What did it mean?

You are the only one who can tell you what your dreams mean...
Is this really the way your life has gone (by this I mean the death of family members), or is this "just a dream"? If this is really how your life story has played out, I'm sorry, and it may be a thing that concerns you in your waking life (regardless of it being just a dream, or a real-life derived) and hence, makes its way into your dreams. Often our fears, phobias, and anxieties make themselves known in our dreams. We can prevent this by reducing our anxiety, and through confronting these problems (if they/their source are confrontable). Sometimes we have a real issue with something, sometimes even in our subconsious, and it "needs to get out", so it uses our dreams.

Talk to a family member or really close friend about this. I had a series of apocalyptic dreams over the course of a month/month and a half, in which family members died (in one case most of my immidiate and extended family were killed). I found that when I talked to my mom about this, she helped me to get through it (as corny as that sounds). Sometimes we need a shoulder to cry on, and once we let it out, it stays out.

Hope this helps :)