This dream disturbed me more about my health than any other dream i ever had and so im posting it hoping some generous user will help me out

ok well here it is. I'm at my house watching tv and for some unknown reaosn there is a bucket of paint right next to me with all sorts of different colors, including, black, white, orange, red. but all separated(somehow). and i was watching TV in my living room with my family. When some scene passed in the movie we were watching i put my hand in the hand of black and orange and put it on the tv. When i did this its like the movie came to live and the paint interacted with the movie and the paint became 3d and it spiraled as well. I thought this was pretty.

I don't know how, but this scene either happened again or i re-lived the same moment(my dreams sometimes do that ). But when i did this, nothing happened and i tried really hard ot make it happen, but i just looked like a retard doing it. And at the same time i didn't feel like myself(like i was dummer). Next scene, Im at the doctors to see whats wrong with me. Im in the bath tub filled with water and he puts these suctions caps on my body for the treatment. I looked at his board thing and it said that i have Umdbraella or something and this other doctor said "no, he has this" and pointed at her board which said Flumbdraella. the 1st one ignored her and said she was wrong. After he did the suction cup thing, he let me go and i went out..after that i felt better and more relieved, but then i realized that if i wanted to be well again that i would have to go back their periodically for treatments for the rest of my live...This upset me...

well thats it..any thoughts?