Long dream, but worth a read. Alot of symbolism.

I almost never post here due to my feelings on anyone but me interpreting my dreams. But I feel I have supplyed enough information and fact for it to be done. Thanks! (C/P from JD)

Just something to keep in mind that I found my old stach of rum at my mentioned friends house yesterday. It has been worring me for months, and I am finally at peace. I think it is important to note, also, that I threw it in a river to get rid of it :P

Very fragmented. I remember a very 'Summer-ish' sunrise, with the sepia tone colors and dew on the grass. It was like the middle of July, too. At least I felt like it. Anyways, I had slept over my friends house (which I do not do often) and I fould out it was Christmas. It felt like the late '90s, before we got an addition on our house. It was strange. And my little brother and sister were alot younger. Every year for Christmas and my birthday, I make a big deal about not wanting anything. And my parents always deny this wish. And my mother is the same way; she wants nothing for mothers day. But I am getting off topic, back to the dream. It was later in the dream, by the way. My grandparents were celebrating Christmas in the 'music room' (which has a fireplace, and is where they usualy hang out when the come over) [non-dream]Mind you, this is the place I last was them on Thanksgiving, and they have been in North Carolina since then and are coming home tomorow [/non-dream]. I went for a walk with my neighbor, (who I have a bit of a thing for and she has a bit of a thing for me, but we would never admit this to either of us. But she did hint at wanting to go see Star Treck with me. By the way, she it a total nerd. Like me.). We held hands and kissed and other relationship things on this walk (no sex, mind you :P) and my smaller cousins and her brothers, both of which I see a few times a year, age about 6, and now that I recall it, have not seen since Thanksgiving also.) made fun of us for it.

Phew, that was a doozie.