okay i'm religious and all but i don't follow any particular path but i suppose you would call me christian.anyways i've been having these dreams about two times a week .they are always different but they have the same theme of being in alliance with or at least sympathetic to lucifer's or a demon's position.
last night i had one of the more intimate ones where i had fallen asleep and woken in hell only to find myself betrothed to lucifer.in this dream hell wasn't all fire and brimstone but was like an old hollowed out volcano with many different levels, almost like a creepy old mansion made of stone.anyways i woke in a cave like room on a giant four-poster bed and torches set into the walls.i got up and walked to the door which was like bars on a cage.suddenly a lesser demon appeared to open the door and asked me to follow it.i walked down the hall in an old fashioned, deep green, ball dress to a set of huge cherry double doors.they opened from the inside to show lucifer in an old coat and tails piece.as he took my hand i caught a glimpse of what was under the illusion of the ball room and saw disgusting and horrific practices as the room flickered back we entered.as i looked about there were many other demons in the room and i quickly stopped looking at the hideous shapes.as i looked back to lucifer we started to dance to the orchestra of a thousand tortured musicians.in the middle of the dance i began to lust after him and he led me out of the room.i woke feeling nausious and trapped as it felt like he was still holding me.
there are other ones where i am an angel in heaven who is on his side, an embassador for him, his representative in heaven, in battle with michael,gabriel for him(even fought god once),helping take over the world,his messenger,recruiter,mistress,daughter,i've even been lucifer himself or the antichrist a couple of times.
please these Really need to stop as they are disturbing and if anyone knows what they mean i would be Very grateful!!!!!!!