Okay..some background information about my life ...

I'm 17, and I went out with this one guy for a bit over 3 years. Last January, however, he broke up with me and began dating a mutual friend of ours. A week or so later, they broke up, and 2 days later he committed suicide. I then got with my new boyfriend in July and we've been together ever since.

Now, my dream last night totally confused me. I'll tell you all I can remember, but it isn't much.

Okay..my dream was that my ex boyfriend was really still alive, and his whole death was just a big confusing mess. He was over my house, and I was laying on the floor, he was sitting in my computer chair explaining what had happened. Though I don't remember anything specific that he said. I was obviously confused about it all, and overwhelmed and I'm assuming that's why I was laying down. He got up and laid down with me, how we used to lay together when we were going out. I let it go for a second, just savouring the moment I guess. Then I said "you know I can't lay with you like this anymore." and I went to get up, but he pulled me back down and hugged me. Then all of a sudden, my current boyfriend, and my ex were in some school hallway, but it wasn't any hallway in our school. They were arguing about something, (I'm thinking me?) but again, I don't remember/I don't think I could hear them. Then I remember them getting into a shoving match and I broke it up and my current boyfriend put his arm around my waist and we walked away from my ex, but I just remember looking back at him and he just looked so disappointed. Then I woke up.


Sorry that is so long, but I really want to know what people think of the various things. Any input is helpful. Please & Thank you, everybody.