I sat down at this dark table. Sitting next to me was my bfs brother, Travis, and across from me my bf, Jay. Travis randomy put his arm underneat mine where is was laying on the table. I didn't think anything of it. Then he moved his hand and started rubbing my back and I gave him a funny look when his hand went a little too low and I flinched. Jay didn't notice anything, he turned away distraced by something and Travis grabbed my hands and started playing with them and starting giving my little kisses. I felt very bad and kept glancing at Jay to see if he noticed. When he finally noticed he didn't say anything but stared angrily. Travis said "It's not your fault, Jay. Like it wasn't my fault last year" I moved behind Travis when he finally let go of me and started playing with a piece of string. Travis leaned backwards saying "I want another kiss" I moved forward and gave him one.

And that was my dream. I used to have feelings for Travis, but last year (exactly one year ago) I started going out with Jay. Does this mean I still have feelings for Travis?

I guess I'll include somebackground information: Recently, like a couple days ago Jay and talked about my past feelings for his brother and I swore to him that I didn't have feelings for him anymore other than feelings of friendship (Travis and I are really good friends since I've known both Jay and Travis for four or fives years)