Hey guys...well my name is Angel..im a male and 18 years old. Just recently ive had a lot happen in my life. For the most major parts...I have a really nice familly and we all get along as well as we argue. There are 3 of us guys and one girl. I being the youngest. About two months a go my girlfriend of 2 years came clean to me and confessed that my brother and her had sex. She told me she was sorry and she wish she had never done it because she regrets it and really loves me. Well i broke up with her but at the time i still talk to her. My brother denies any of this happened...but im cool with him as well. This happened before he moved to mexico about 5 months ago. Now he is in mexico. My dream was really strange and sorrowfull. during the day before my dream...i for the last couple of days have been on a stupid arguement with my sis and mother. My father passed away 3 years ago. I have a great job and i repect my boss a whole lot...but he gets a little frustrating at times as well. Well my dream started out with him...it seemed that he was a little crazy...like insane. For some reason we were at a highway...not in a car or anything...but that was the setting. Then i dont know how but i just knew he had died. Right there so i just moved along. Now im at what seems to be a school (ive already graduated but my girlfriend is still in there)...now my brother is here in the US and my sis and mother are inside..but i came with my girlfriend...who they all know had said that she cheated and they believe she is lying because my brother denies it. So they start giving me a whole bunch of crap about that and they are yelling and offending her. Then they start blaming me and i dont know what to do and all of a sudden im home. I notice that my brother (the one who supposedly cheated) is wounded on the couch...and i see my sister is after him with a gun! So what i do is try to protect him and sneak up on my sister. When she saw me...i got to her and smacked the gun out of her hand. it fell on the ground and from there on it was a whole bunch of wrestling and hitting in the face from me to her and her to me. Then along came my brother..(the same one that had been wounded) and started fighting as well. He was fighting me and me and my sis were against him. Then it would shit otherwise and it would be me and him against my sister. then my girl comes along and grabs a gun...my sister says..."yea shes gonna try and kill you now angel...she is just trying to hurt you"...but she didnt...she just threw the gun far from us and then she was gone. So now im really struggling because its my brother and sister against me and it just seems really violent and my brother is really causing me trouble so i grab a gun that was near me and unthoughtfully just shoot at him on the stomach. Then everything shifts...he is laying there scrunching of pain looking at me with a terrified and painful face..so i try to shoot him in the heart to ease his pain because at the time i had really regreted that i had shot him. The shot to his heart was unsuccesful becuase my gun had run out of bullets...so then outside the house i see that my oldest brother arrives with his good friend that had just recently gotten married. They were in a red car so i said...I need to get him to the hospital...So i picked him up and i ran towards the car. My big brothers friend was there opening the door and i said...he has been shot...and he said i can tell and held his back because it was spillin blood (i suppose the bullet went straight through) so the i put my hand there so he dont bleed too much...but he started going away and i was crying and he was just zoning out. I was devastated. My big brothers friend was not driving fast...so i told him to speed up but he said he couldnt...it was frantic. So now we are at the hospital and there is a waiting line to register for the emergency room...so i skip in line and register quick. By now im not carrying my brother. Oddly enough...i am carrying my dog ChiChi which is a little chihuahua that my brother (the shot one) had given to our family last new years as a present. In the dream i was holding Chichis wounds...which were oddly enough in the same spots as the ones my brother had. So chichi starts to stop breathing and i pat her in the back and then she starts breathing again heavy but before anybody can help her i see that chichi has stopped breathing and i dont feel her heart beating...so then i look down (cuz rememer she is tiny) and there she is just looking at me with her face swollen up by now. Then she just passes. During the time i was in the emergency room i was hearing a song that has been of my recent interest called Hey Jude by The Beatles. Thats playing in the background so then i get even more sad...and while im walking out..i see my brother (the one who had been shot) and he was standing there so i knew it was his ghost because i had subcounciously known he had died as well. Then he hugs me while walking and starts talking to me about how he was at the movies and there were some girls who would do anythingif you gave them 100 dollars. I said well dang how many did you get?! and he said...well on saturday i only spent a hundred...but on thursday i spent 700...and i asked why on thursday and not saturday...and he said his day off was on thursday...so we both laughed and then i woke up. I woke up feeling extremely sad and shocked. Then i saw that Chichi was laying down beside me so thats when i realized it had been a dream. I peted her and cried a little before i went to sleep again.

Can somebody please tell me what this means!?!?!