I was in my old house in my bathroom, laying down on the floor and i said "Father Why Have you Forsaken Me?" Then i said "Please forgive them for they do not understand." Then i took a sharp piece of wood and stabbed myself in my right pex just above my heart.....

I later was gonna go to the hospital to get the wood taken out but the hospital wasn't high tech enough to take it out so we would of had to go to another state...

I woke up after that...