[b]Over the last 2 years I have been having this one dream over and over at least 4-5 times a week. This dream is so hard on my body that I wak up in a heavy sweat and I am having a hard time breathing. And when I can get back to sleep I am back where I left off most times. People have been added over the 2 years.

My dream starts with me in a pure white room. As I turn to face the other side a girl who I know stands at the other end closer to the wall. (Note:The girl standing there was my first true love. Her name is Ambur and we were close for a year or so. Although it was more of a secret then anyhitng she made me happy with my life. One night however, she pushed me away like I mean't nothing in her life.) After seeing her I feel myself smile and run to her. When I get to her I run thorugh her and my body slams against the hard white wall. I fall to the ground and look to my back. She is standing on the other side of the room with a smile. I stand and try to run to her once more. The same thing happens as before. I slam into the wall behind her and she appears behind me with her smile. I keep on running to her till the room is no longer white. The walls are splashed with my blood as I hit them. And the floor os one smeared mess with fott prints and slipping falls. I have no more strength to get up and fall once more onto the wall. I look behind me with hurt eyes. There stands all the ones I thought loved me. The order is from right to left Ambur, my father, and my current boyfriend. All at one time they point at my hurt body and smile, then I hear laughing.

Please help me. this dream haunts my nights and I need to know why I am having it. Please help me undertand.

Oh and one more thing... Once when I woke up my right hand was covered in blood. I know it seems like it could not be true but it is. I did not have any way of it getting that way. No cuts or anything anywhere on my body.