I've been having this dream for years and it's starting to annoy me D: It might have slight different details each time but it's always the same, I'm sneaking into my parents room first while they're in the living room, kitchen or outside. And then I sneak into their restroom because I have to go to the bathroom pretty bad and I have the feeling that if i get caught i will be in trouble by my dad. It's like he's on a NPC loop like in a game where i have to sneak to not get caught of him going i and out of the bed room. Every time there's always two toilets in the bathroom, one is always in a glass shower that absolutely filthy and smells but its farthest from the door so it seems safer and its got cover to hide, but the nice clean one is right by the door with no cover at all. I finally pick one and use it and my mom always walks in while i'm making noise like peeing or trying to wash my hands, but i'm not afraid of her, she tells me to hurry or she pretends to not have noticed so i can sneak close to the floor out of the bed room. that's how the dream always goes.
irl i haven't even see my dad in over 10 years, my parents are divorced and we went no contact from him. i live with my mom. if i can figure out what this dream means maybe i'll finally stop having it, it such an anxiety dream, does anyone know what it may mean?