OK, this is my first time getting involved in something like this but it affected me so much I need some help interpreting. So...
In the dream I was watching a tiny version of me (I'm a 19 year old guy btw) sliding down a stair rail on what looked like a sideways H made of brass and I was kinda standing on the lower part holding the neck. (weird enough already) In the background I could hear me talking to my best friend Jaydee (who I've also crushed on pretty hard for years and years) and we seemed kind of older than now maybe late 20s (were 18 and 19 now) and I was saying how we both have our own lives and stuff going on and we don't talk or see eachother anymore and as I finished the sentence I fell off the H and flew towards. Well myself? And woke up feeling really down.

Any ideas? it was a couple days ago which is why theres not much detail in it.