HI , I had two dreams about ascending in last couple of weeks.

In the first one I cant remember the place where I was but I was thinking
what would happend after my death and I also felt like it will happen very
soon. Then, thought came to my mind taht I have nothing to worry about because
i died many times and everything turned out fine,but then another thouhgt came
up that this is going to be last time and there is no return.It was like I was having
a conversation in my head. I tried to ignore the thought about not returning, bud suddenly
surroundings have changed and everything around me was blue and I started ascending at unbeliveable
speed while i heard some very loud noise.When this happend I thought if I am going upwards I am going
to heaven and down is probably hell or something like that, as soon as I thought about this I starded
descending at the same spedd when I was going upwards.After couple of seconds i started choking and I
woke up.

In the second one , I remember only the ending when I was in some building and I thought I was levitating but
then i realized something is holding me in the air and trying to pull me upwards against my will, but eventually I
managed to get to the ground and I saw some pink being with wings laying on the gorund because i probably throw him
down when I was trying to reach the ground. Next thing I remeber was when I was on top of that building trying to fly or jump
to top of another building and when I stared to jump suddenly I stared ascending while hearing loud noise. When this happend,
because it was odd experience, I decided rather to somehow wake up.