To start of, I want to mention that the people in my dreams never have a face. It's always blurred, but I know exactly who they are. This dream was very vivid as the main people involved had a very clear face. I would be able to instantly recognize them if I saw them in real life. I woke up in my dream and then went back to sleep in my dream. I'm so confused as to what reality is anymore. I'll try to remember as much as possible, but the only thing that won't leave my mind is the main event that happened in the dream.

Today is memorial day, so I have a day off. In my dream, I told my family I don't have work but need to get to class. I'm working on my Bachelors online, so it doesn't even make sense that I would need to go on campus. Right before I left the house, for some reason I was helping my boyfriend of 5 years to do a magic spell in the bathroom. It was a spell to travel to the future. I helped him, left the bathroom to gather my belongings, and when I went back into the bathroom, he was already gone. So now I'm on campus, but it felt like my high school campus instead. In the middle of the day, he texted me saying his phone is already at 5%. To which I replied saying, didn't you bring your charger with you? It felt like I woke up and read that text and replied in real life. But I checked my phone and that never happened. In the dream, I haven't heard from him since I replied. I don't remember what happened after that exactly. But now I'm driving and it's still the middle of the day as it was really sunny outside. I parked outside a house for some reason and waited. As I was waiting, I was thinking about what I should make for tomorrow's work lunch. The neighbor came home and was suspicious of me and kept driving back and forth, trying to see what I was up to. He gave up eventually and just went inside his house. Moments later, a bunch of teens were coming my way (they looked like high school kids and school just ended? They all had backpacks on them) and one of them was going inside the house I parked in front of. It was a girl, and I felt she's the one I needed to talk to. I yelled out excuse me and she turned around. As I said in the beginning of my post, people in my dreams always have a blurred face, but this girl's face was clear as day. I could even see that she has a tongue piercing. I asked her what is her relation with... I didn't even mention a name, and she said oh you'll see soon enough. Something clicked inside my mind, and I said wait, is he going to the future to see the future you? And my eyes started to water and she had an annoyed face. She said look don't do this here, don't start crying. I toughen up and said I'm not going to cry, but I want to know if that is the case. Before she could say anything, a white ice cream looking truck ran over a teen. She started screaming and crying because I think it was one of her friends, and it made me feel good. I started laughing hysterically. Somehow, 4 teens got in my car and they all started screaming and laughing loudly as if to mock me. Everything just got a lot louder, and I just kept honking to get everyone to go away. As I was trying to drive off, a woman was determined to block my way. She has super speed and every time I tried to swerve to dodge her, she would appear before me again. This is only down the street from that girl's house, but it looked like the street near my elementary school in real life. That girl's house is way too big and fancy to be there, but the street resembled the street I used to walk home from. I guess I should maybe mention my boyfriend currently lives in the neighborhood across the main street from my elementary school. Back to the dream, I couldn't avoid the woman, so I drove across some empty event and drove over all the tents and chairs. I figured at least the objects would get her away from me and I wouldn't hit her. I drove back home and texted my boyfriend, asking him when he will return back to the present. He never responded. And I think that's the end.

I know I did wake up in the middle of the night because I wake up easily and he texted me saying he lost his id at the bar. It was around 3 in the morning and I was too confused between dreams and reality, so I didn't even respond. When I woke up again, it was around 4. I texted him telling him I had a nightmare, but he probably already called it a night by then. That girl looked very familiar and I had a previous dream where I saw her facebook profile picture. She was friends with him on there, but when I checked in real life, she's not there. It's scaring me because she's the only one who has such a clear face and it won't leave my mind. The logic of what I got from my dream is that he traveled to the future because they are dating in the future. In the future, she's obviously out of high school and became an adult. He traveled to the future to be with her more, thus leaving me behind.

I'm feeling really insecure and scared. The main thing is, again, how visible her face was compared to everyone else. My boyfriend and I only see each other once a week now since he started working full time. I work on the weekend part time, so I can't even spend time with him at night. He goes to bars with his friend who is emotionally broken from recent events (babymama drama), and sometimes comes over drunk. I don't like it because I'm afraid of what might do when he's drunk. He says he's in control when he drinks, but everyone says that! He says he just wants me to be happy and not to worry about such a trivial matter. He gets really cuddly and touchy feely when he's drunk. He says he only gets like that with me and he wants no one else but me. However, I feel like people can't think straight when they drink. If he can get like that with me, I feel he could be like that with another girl. I'm normally not this insecure, but adding the dream made it worse. Any insight?