Last night out of nowhere I remembered about 4 dreams (now only 2) all of them included someone trying to murder me with a knife, they were all completely different scenarios and people.
this is the last one, which I remember with the most detail:
I was walking somewhere with a really close friend of mine (don't know him in real life), we kept walking with our arms around eachother and we were wearing the exact same outfit, there were other couples, and I don't remember why, but we were pretending to be a gay couple.
Later there was a man chasing us with a knife, he wanted to kill us. We ran to our house and went inside, the man was also inside.
He kept trying to stab us and he threw his knife a couple of times, I actually got stabbed and cut a few times which really hurt.
We had grabbed a stack of knifes from our kitchen and tried stabbing him and throwing knifes at him, but our knifes were very blunt, the man was using a special knife that was extremely sharp.
After a long fight and much running around the house, I somehow got hold of his knife, and he had a blunt one of ours. I had a closeup fight with him and managed to cut off his knife-arm while he cut me, blood squirted out of his arm. We needed to cut off his head to finish him, I was trying to hold the man down and my friend now had the sharp knife, the man was struggling very badly but finally we managed to cut off the top 3/4 of his head, it was absolutely disgusting and I nearly threw up. I said we had to clean it all up quickly, EVERYTHING was covered in blood and we were both covered in cuts and wounds. I wanted to get a garbage bag to put the pieces of the guy in, then I noticed it was dark outside, and we had the lights on inside, I quickly went to lock the windows and close the curtains, while I wondered if anyone had seen us and if there was backup from the man on their way.
I can't think where it came from, I don't watch violent stuff or play violent games. Yesterday I went to my sisters place for my little nephews birthday, we sat outside in the sun most of the day and I felt very peaceful all day, I did more reality checks than usual while sitting there.
I've been taking choline bitartrate to influence my dreams for about a week, it has changed my dreams very much, my dream were usually about random stuff, or really crazy stuff, or stuff from when I was a kid, but since I started taking choline, my dreams are very controlled and are mostly taking place around the neighbourhood where I live now, and the stuff that happens isnt THAT crazy. (It does seem to help for LDing, because it makes me RC more in my dreams).
Yesterday I decided to not take it and see what would happen.
It's not in my top 10 worst nightmares, but it's definitely disturbing me because I have no idea where it came from.
My very worst nightmares nearly always involve aliens, but atleast I can see where that fear would come from, this is just so random, I never think about being stabbed/chased with a knife.
I just checked my dream journal and I did dream about being robbed by 3 woman with knifes 3 days ago, but it wasnt scary, I sort of flirted with one of them who flirted back and actually gave me half my money back haha
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