"The monster is black"

[Blustrain]

I don't know if it's me or if i am watching, but i know there is a boy standing on stage. There is a banquet of some sort around him, and they are all praising him for being the "monster identifier". I know that earlier i was inside this boy's body in adult form, slaying some sort of monster disguised as human, and that is why the boy is being praised. This is also why the boy is evolving in some way, by actually growing extra hands from his wrists. I think it may be because the boy's personality changed from mine, and that is the reason i was expelled out from "my own body". But that boy proceeds to go up to a random woman and say "mommy", then he hugs her. After that, the real mom comes back. But this real mom is soon identified to be a monster by the boy who rips off her exterior "human face". After that the only thing i hear is "The monster is black" on repeat, but i can't see anything and wake up struggling to breathe.

[saccade]

Have you ever felt that your family have frustrated your attempts at greatness? Have you ever felt that a woman has frustrated your greatness, or doesn't like you because you're not the greatest? This dream is a warning to shed a resentment you are holding against someone, possibly yourself. It is better to rule in hell than serve in heaven? We exist in neither. All things have monstrous aspects, depending upon your perspective. Personality is fluid. Now it is summer, try to spend more time in the sun and work hard on projects that you consider a great person would perform. After fantasy comes reality - the realisation of any fantasy is judged by others than merely yourself, but it yourself who determines whether it is monstrous or divine. https://youtu.be/Li58voy6xXM

[saccade]

Please refrain from excessive use of alcohol or drugs - Apart from burning a hole in your pocket, the price of Norwegian beer, good grief... it is very strong and apt to burn resentments into your soul deeper than any brand might, let me tell you... Keep good company, Blustrain.

[saccade]

I knew you were on drugs - I just read your other "dream". http://www.dreamviews.com/dream-inte...other-way.html pff. No wonder you are feeling resentment towards yourself - It's what happens to all habitual dope smokers. A quote from that article you probably won't read: When you smoke a joint in Grand Theft Auto V, lights get brighter, time moves slower, and your character's inner monologue drifts toward self-pity and anxiety: "I'm as happy as you can be when you're all alone and everyone hates you." No more songs for you: https://youtu.be/712R8ctwz-w