Hey thank you very much for your interpretation, I like it a lot and I wouldn't ever have thought about it this way.
You helped me a lot with your ideas!

Unfortunately I am too shy to ask a Doctor for help, also I don't like my parents to know. And I do not trust the counsellors at our school.
So I need to get through this by myself.

Thank you that you cared, and also that you took your time to read my text and created a nice interpretation!
Peace