I had a peculiar dream last night that I would like to bring before everyone and see if anyone else can make sense of it. First though allow me to give you a background on myself.
I am a creative type. I am artistic, a writer, technologically-savy. I am a young adult and male and am soon beginning college. As far as personality goes I am rather shy and quiet unless around a familiar crowd. I have social anxiety and in the past I have battled depression. I have a mother, a step-father, and a younger sister. I have many grandparents and a group of close friends, one of which I have a romantic interest in. I am about to begin to learning how to drive, considering I held off from it a few years and now I have no choice. I am having difficulty finding a job, and I am a highly spiritual person.
That is my life situation right now. Here is the odd dream I had last night:
The beginning of the dream was rather fuzzy, but I remember night falling. I remember being in the woods and the sky was very clear and filled with stars, and it had a purplish hue. I remember running through the forest, although I remember it being more of a float, as though I were running atop thin air. I was being chased by two lions and a wolf and feared them.
I remember feeling that the lions and the wolf seemed to be enemies, but they put aside their differences to chase me. I ran down a long path that had been cut out of the forest, it was made of dirt. They chased me finally into a field where there was a bit of stone ground near the center. Then they seemed to disappear. By this point it was morning. I remember seeing a wild boar standing on the stone and a small bird dropped down from the sky. It was very dark and had a frightening feel to it. It reminded me of a vulture, but it was extremely tiny. It grabbed the boar and lifted it up into the air. The boar was a hundred times the size of the bird and it seemed impossible for such a tiny bird to pick up the boar, but still it happened. The bird dropped the boar from a high height, and it hit the stone. It did this repeatedly (three or four times, if I remember correctly) until the boar died.
This happened in sight of a large crowd of people which had suddenly appeared during the killing. My family was amongst the crowd. Everyone was shocked and perplexed by this. Me, I did not feel anything in that moment in the dream. There were no emotions in the dream at that point that I could make out. No remorse or anything. After all of this, I remember being lifted into the sky and delivered to the house I grew up in. There I saw many designs painted on the walls of the inside of the house that reminded me of memories I shared with the friend which I mentioned early, the one whom I have interest in. While inside the house, I ate tons upon tons of random food.
That is all that I can remember. Is my subconscious trying to tell me something with this? Or was it simply a random dream?
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