Alright i broke up with my girlfriend of almost 9 months 2 months ago. She'll be 17 and i'll be 19 in a few months. Anyway, she was my first long term girlfriend and i have no regrets. We explored each others sexualities for the first time with each other(i was her first everything) but it didnt lead up to sex. We argued a lot for a month and decided to end it, we smile and say hello on the street today so it ended good.
So the dream- i was back in my Elementary school building (in Serbia we go to Elementary for 8 years,then 4 years of highschool) and everyone i've ever talked to from highschool was there, the versions that i had last seen the last day of highschool a month back. I went up to the first floor and saw my best friend that ive known since we were 2 in the crowd and he told me he was there for some practice classes for the university entrance exam.
He passed by and i looked arround figuring everyone was there for that. I don't know why i was there.
So i go back down and before the exit my now ex runs up to me with a huge smile and jumps up in my hands. We kiss and talk just like we did when we were together. I remember feeling the intense emotion i got every time i'd look at her back when we were together.
So i carry her like that outside to the small steps of the school entrance and stand there holding her, we talk and look in each others eyes for a bit, i grab her ass and we smile and kiss and she goes back inside and i go home.
Now when i get home i'm stricken with a though '' Wait why did we just do that when we're not together??? What the hell just happened?! i have to ask her'' And i search nervously for my phone and find its battery drained. I plug in the charger but it wont start up and it starts starting up but stops and i never got to power it up to ask her what that thing we did was....
Does anyone dabble in the art of dream symbols? I'm confused as fuck i havent dreamt about her in weeks but when i have a few weeks back it was again meeting her somewhere randomly.
Thanks for any insight