Hi all! I had either a brief dream or brief vision earlier this morning. I'll be as thorough as possible describing it although it was very short.
Just so you know, I am a sort-of 'natural' lucid dreamer. I have lucid dreams at least once every couple of weeks or so. I have an erratic sleep schedule, so often when I am falling asleep, I'll immediately fall into a 'dream state'.
So anyway, this morning I woke up early, around 7am. Stayed up reading for about an hour, then went back to sleep because I was still tired. Before falling into an actual sleep, I fell into either a dream state, or meditative state of some kind where I began having visions.
Lately I've been experiencing with meditation and yoga, and I've become interested in past life experiences, etc. I've become more spiritual lately and have been expanding my beliefs.
So, onto the 'dream'... I was lucid the entire time and knew I was either dreaming or having a vision of some kind. Anyway, there was a heavyset woman wearing all black (like a black dress) near the edge of a clear body of water. I tried to look at the woman's face but I couldn't. My vision's perspective was drifting downwards towards the body of water, where there was a wide-eyed baby. The baby was under the water, staring at me with wide eyes. The baby wasn't moving - it was completely still and staring at me like it knew me. The thing that really stood out was its wide-open eyes.
Immediately upon seeing the baby under the water, I got a feeling of either dread, or regret. I can't recall which emotion it was, but it was very strong (but fleeting). The baby was just staring at me under water. I couldn't get a sense of if the baby was experiencing any emotions or anything. But I got the feeling that it was drowning.
The water, by the way, was very clear and still and unmoving.
This took place in what appeared to be a field of some kind. Not sure on any of the details, except perhaps there was grass.
I also got the feeling that the woman in the vision was supposed to be me somehow, but I'm not 100% sure.
By the way: I am single, a 32-year old female whose unmarried with no children, in case that helps.
So... does anyone know what this means? Was this dream supposed to represent a past life of mine or something? If not, what do you all think it means?
Thanks in advance to anyone who could help me with this!

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