Last night i had a very very weird dream... this dream has a very sexual nature and envolves sex with people of the same sex, so if you dont like it or are going to make bad comments about it, just dont read the following.

I dont recall it in great detail, but i do remember it started with me, as a girl, laying in bed with a guy. There was a couple having sex in the same bed that we were in. I cant remember if they were a guy or a girl or a guy and a guy, couldve been both.

So after a while, we turned to the other couple and i got on top of him, and we started to have sex. I remember slightly enjoying it, as it usually happens in real life when i experience sex with a male. But then, after a while, i take his penis out of me, and now i have a penis. And the guy i was having sex with cuts the tip of my penis of. I get out of bed, holding the bleeding penis, the other couple looks at me in indignation. I get a hold of a handkerchief that was beside the bed,that was my parents old bed before we moved to our new home.

I remember being shocked, but at first not so much. I cant remember the pain.

What the fuck does this mean??!

Now for personal details: im a 17 year old girl, bissexual, that has acquired a girlfriend, last week. Its a complicated thing, as she has had a girlfriend for three years and has left her three or four months ago, but she still loves her. She really likes me, says she really likes me for who i am and not as a substitute of her previous girlfriend, she wants to take care of me and to live something beautiful with me.

Yesterday, she woke up in a really bad mood, as she had been dreaming of her ex girlfriend the whole night... which caused me to have not a very good day either, though i tried so that she wouldnt notice. She even put the hypothesis of us breaking up, twice, even if it would imply her suffering from that. It might be hard for you to believe she does feel something for me, but believe me, for what she says and what i see from her, she has made me, a very suspicious person, believe her.

She says it will be incredibly hard for her to be with someone sexually again, and we have already talked a bit about that sort of things. I dont pressure her.

Also, she is a girl, but identifies as a male, and looks like one.

I sometimes feel confused as to what i feel abou her, i believe i really really like her with all my heart somedays, but other times, im a bit doubtful. I do admire her, though , even thugh we have only known each other for about two weeks.

Thank you if you have had the patience to read through all this!!! Im sorry for how boring this must sound, but this has been on my chest the whole day. I appreciate any help!!