1. HAVING CHILDREN?
It seems the masculine took over for a while. Are you a single parent, doing the job of a father too?
Or are you entering menopause, and realize soon you can no longer have children? That might appear to take your womanhood. Because you assert you are woman who had a child and you get your period. Maybe that period is over.
Whatever it was, it shocked you, scared you, and you tried to squeeze it in and hide it which is when it grew more because you tried to repress it. As to why four, it just might mean more, to show the idea's growth.
Having no testicles to speak of might suggest being incomplete in this area, also is the fertile part. I guess it doesn't mean you don't have the balls in this area - or does it??

2. HAVING A BOYFRIEND?
Eventually you showed your best friend, mom, and ex boyfriend. Now you were panicking.
That makes me wonder why would you confide in your ex as well?
Can the dream be about not having a boyfriend???? One mediocre penis might be explained by that. That this area is mediocre. And maybe you want it to grow much more and are panicking over that not happening.
"You are a woman! You've had a child! You get your period!" in this context might mean because you've had a child, you fear your period is over for getting a guy.
REMOVAL
You finally tried to remove the offending parts.
Looking on the internet probably means where everything can be found, in you.
Maybe because it scared you so much you wanted this desire, or fear, gone.
'Pro bono' means what does not have to be paid for, given for the good of the patient. So maybe you didn't want to pay a price to reverse this situation, or go back to normal.
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I could make a joke about pro-bono surgeon to remove them, but I won't. This timeslot is too early.
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