Well , I dreamed of the same man again ... of course he's on my mind all the time , maybe that's why.

So the first dream I had last night was about us having fun together , I can't really remember I guess we were just hanging out. The next thing I know I was upstairs in my old room and he sneaked up on me and hid behind my big curtains , he whispered pssst and then called out my name , I laughed because he was stupid ( he always made me laugh by the way, that's why I loved him so much, he made me laugh even when I was sad the only person in my life that could make me laugh when I was angry or sad ). Anyway , he had this HUGE pizza with him and I said , can I get a piece ,he said no "I`m hungry ", I said not even a slice , he said ok, you can get a slice, he had a black coat on with a few orange stripes and walked down the stairs. I wonder what that means.


Second dream I had was about him moving to a new apartment that he rented from a friend, he had two rooms and the weird part of it all is that his friend was living in a one room apartment with his newborn baby. Now after me and him were cuddling in bed upstairs we had a conversation , for some reason an elderly lady stepped in and that was his friends girlfriend. The lady was also a psychic ( I've been asking a few people to read tarot cards for me in real life to try and find the answers that he won't give me, it's crazy and I feel like I`M obsessing over this ) and she said I really want to read your relationship with him, but unfortunately it''ll be years before you see each other again she said , meaning I will not be the woman he will end up with. I told him why don't you care for me anymore, he said " you made sure of that yourself ". he said I was so in love with you that year , you couldn't imagine. I sat there shocked and then the lady cut some plants up and threw these on my belly , these weird shocks went trough my body as pieces of the plants fell on me and it was so weird because the three of us were in the same room. His last words in the dream were "you approved your mother " ... I have NO idea what he means.


I hope someone can help me with these dreams.