end of all humanity

[smokeytabu]

Okay so, the dream starts off around the point where we are going to an apartment to hangout with some people I've never met. Somewhere along the line a friend I'm with goes missing and i try to desperately search for them. I enter a room in the apartment and I'm somehow in a carnival-esque place and I'm running around searching and searching. I exit and the apartment is empty, I wander outside and alll the cars are gone. Suddenly a car pulls up and some people I know are there. " Sierra Sierra have you seen ____, or ____" My heart dropped, and I explain I've been searching for someone myself. Suddenly a strip of the sky kind of like...speeds up. The stars and clouds get bright, and starts swirling across the sky in one big strip, and then..a friend were with gets wide eyed, and dissolves into the sky, up and away. At this point were all fucking freaked out, so we run inside the apartment. The next part gets kind of blurry, but at some point someone decides maybe were supposed to go up there, and we all go out and sit in the grass. Were laying around enjoying the grass, and hoping we'll find out lost loved ones, suddenly we disintegrate up and away and were gone. Now I'm some sort of ram-esque alien on a dark crazy planet. I'm kind of sitting above watching the rest of the....once humans...try to explain themselves to the equally ugly aliens who were here before us. They dont care though, they tell us they're...horse like? creatures like how we smell, and suddenly they come at all sides, and I watch the end of humanity before my eyes. I hear a alien from the planet next to me say, ' we should put this in the books, the end of all humanity.' As the only survivor i go to the 'king alien' and I ask for forgiveness, he grants it to me, and then the dream cuts off as I wander into the new planet. /// This isnt the first time I've had carnival like points in my dreams. just saying. it happens quite often.

[Superman1]

SEARCHING FOR A NEW PART OF YOU Maybe you were going to meet some new part of yourself or life (one normally apart, meant I). Hence you familiarity or being friends with this situation went missing. You were in the unknown. You search for the friend part, or friendliness, in this new area. CRAZYCARNIVAL It becomes a bit crazy like a carnival. Similar to becoming a circus, I guess, with all things going on wildly. But a carnival is wild rides. So it probably felt like a wild ride as you searched and searched. EXIT AND YOUR FRIENDLY SIDE COMES Then you exited this state of mind. Outside of that, you can't move ahead. Suddenly, after realising that, here comes your ride, complete with what you know or are friendly with. So maybe what you sought arrived later of itself. But this part of you was searching as well, for the same thing probably, but for the friendly or known aspect if it. Maybe that's why there are two names, for both sides of you searching. Your heart dropped because this other part of you couldn't find it either. SPEEDING THOUGHT Suddenly this maybe tears a strip of your mind off which speeds up - with a mind all its own. Your thought on this line races ahead, out of control. Your far away goal and closer thought of a friend are magnified brighter, and starts swirling across your mind in a big strip, and then your thought of a friend gets wide-eyed or shocked and scared, and dissolves in your mind. FREAK OUT At this point, you are freaking out. So you retreat inside yourself, or to where you started. Maybe you are blurry what to do next. But at some point a part of you decides maybe you were supposed to go up into your mind, maybe where your thought of friends are better I suppose. UP YOU GO So you venture again beyond yourself, laying around enjoying the nice growth or possibility of it, hoping you'll find your lost loved ones. Notice how it went from friend to loved ones, after you thought of going up, or higher in your mind?? Suddenly what you are disintegrates up and away and you are gone. So it's like you couldn't exist in this idea of loved ones. I don't know. ALIEN The opposite has happened. You haven't found the friends or friendliness or love you wanted. But now feel alien, are in the dark, and it's crazy. It seemed you tried to ram the idea home, and it backfired. ABOVE THE ALIEN You are above this though, watching your once human side explain itself to this alien side which was here in you long before. Explaining that your human side does not belong in this ugliness, most likely. Your alien side doesn't care, tells you it's maybe slave-or-animal like, yet smells or seems human. END OF YOUR HUMANITY This alien part comes from all sides of you, and you watch the end of your humanity. The original alien side in you, or the cause or thought of it that made you turn alien, thinks you should record this, in your history. The end of all of your humanity. SURVIVOR You survived though, but alone. You did not find your friend or love. You ask the authority in this alien side of you to forgive yourself. Or you want to forgive yourself for this. It grants it to you, and you wander into your new world. WAKE UP And you wake up to that. CONCLUSION It seems you either sought to make your world more friendly and maybe known, or sought friends, and love, but did not find this, and felt alien or alienated as a result.