Thread: strange dream love? fear? help

This dream started out weirso...

Stranger than my usual strange dreams... It started out with me walking...

I walked by a church an my cousin came out and said to help serve his jail sentence he works there; well some how my friend billy appears too, and Damien convinced him to do the same. I watch in a state in wonder, at how he's doing things and not in chains, when he walks up to me, I ask him ..."did you miss me?" With fear in my voice. He peered down at me as if looking into my heart and soul... He pulled me close, and hugged me.

I was confused, we sat down on the church stoop and I parted from him with fear and confusion... He held his hands up fingers parted, and I grabbed his hands, our fingers locking. He whispered to me squeezing my hands, whispering to me he said "wake up" I close my eyes, and when I reopen them, he's gone as if he was never there, where I had previously interlocked fingers with him my fists had dropped to clinching, I look down and silver-steel cuffs are tightly clasped over my wrists, my cloths replaced by an orange jumpsuit and I'm being forced into a small dark room with two other women. Frighteningly in their appearance, they make threats at me and a fight breaks out, I with even my lack of skill though through the dreams power I muse at my fighting prowess, I peer as a guard towers over us there, telling us the church needed more work. And so they put us to it. We look around they have us spread and separated. I wander through the old dank building searching for the man I was just seeing before I opened my eyes. I see him in a library wing of the church, replacing books on shelves I try to talk to him and he tries too, until a guard steps in demands silent work and he moves in. I keep trying I can't accept that this is real, and all I want is yo hear his voice again. And then I do "wake up" behind me comes the very same familiar whisper.. What does it mean, I wonder? Is this real? Why does he want me to wake up?! I know I'm dreaming, and yet I keep trying. I turn around and he's gone again. What's happening? I turn again and he's turning a corner getting further away from me. I try to chase him. But it's useless... The words reverberate in my ears "wake up!" And I awoke from my slumber... I look around and I'm at my mothers house. curled in a fetal position, my hands shaking my heart racing, lying on the couch.

(I apologize that it sounds like a book ... I tend to write that way sometime)