Reality: A couple of days ago I went shopping. I tried a blouse on, thought it looked cool on me, but I was hesitant to buy it. Also, the price was a little expensive and I was broke at the time. So I let it go. (I was almost sure to not buy it, but when I got back home, I looked at the pic I took and secretly wished I had bought it)

Last night I dreamed that I was in my room, looking through my clothes and I found this specific blouse between them. A little messy between my other clothes, but was folded. I was surprised, confused about how it got there, whether I had "stolen it or not' but I was very happy to find it in there.

Reality: Yesterday (before the dream) I broke up with my boyfriend via text. I was very hesitant to break up with him, but I didn't want to stay in the relationship either. I love him very much but I felt like some of my needs were not being met and that our relationship is not strong enough... also, I feel like he is faking emotions with me, and our relationship mostly doesn't feel right... I also don't trust him... When I told him that we should stop seeing each other, he asked me what was wrong and I told him that everything feels like a lie to me. He said, "maybe we should stop seeing each other then". I kind of wish, a very small percentage that we would get back together and work things out...


He was in the dream, but in a different scene... I don't remember much of it but we were going to meet or something... I think he called me, but I don't remember picking up... or maybe I picked up and then I have 0 memory of the rest of it.