Euhm... Hello, my name is Wouter, I'm 16 years old (almost 17 ^^ <= 12 may) and I live in Antwerp, Belgium.
My father is a Belgian and my mother comes from South-Korea.
So I dunno what I am, but I look kinda Asian xD

I'm new on this site, but it kinda looks awesome, so I think i'm gonna stay ^^

But I found this side while in some kind of panic today. Now I'm calmed down a little bit.

It's about the dream that I had this night. I was dreaming about my ex-girlfriend with who I broke up more than 1.5 years ago and haven seen since. And I don't know if any of you guys plays TESV - Skyrim, but in that game you have Spectrals (= ghosts).
So my ex, looking as a skyrim-ghost with a Firered head, said to me:

'Flow away, by what I say.
But beware and take care!
'Cause in dreams, nothing is what it seems...'


And after that she's telling me why I should hate the world, why I should hate White people, black people, yellow people and Indians... But espesially myself because I'm a mix between White and Yellow, so I should hate myself twice as much as the rest of the world.

Then I woke up, covered in sweat and for some reason really angry (?) ...

But I'm not a Lucid dreamer (yet). So I'm sure it doesn't count as 'Dreaming sign'...

Can anyone help me? 'Cause I think that little poem means something, but I can't figure out what...

Thanks if you want to help me ^^.
And sorry for the rather crazy interduction xD

Grtz,
Wouter ^^

PS: I'm sorry for my bad English...