well most of my old dreams, were due to the way I was brought up and how I feel now, (ie. damsel in distress.--ie.Disney Princess). I mean I can identify closely with the 90s Disney princess. Ariel-red hair "wanting to be a part of a different world" in her case human, my case?-college world (live at the parents' home!), Jasmine "trapped" feeling, Belle- bookworm and "wanting to much more than this provincial life" and of course Mulan (the Relfection song's line.. "If I tried to be myself I would break my fam'lys heart.

or it maybe be due to I read a lot of books fairytales and not, as well as watched the Disney movies.