Weird dream...left an impact and I don't know why.

[totzfz]

Yes i am serious about this dream. I had a dream (do i really need to say that?) last night and its all i can think about today. i don't know why. I started with me playing on stage with Bruce Springsteen. Hes not my favorite artist but I've been listening a lot lately. it was an outdoor concert in a big field...very old school...people on blankets. Here's the twist. the stage was made of mattresses. spring coil mattresses with the whole diamond weave on top going on. and we (me and bruce...who in the dream world i am on a first name basis with...cool, i know) were jumping up and down and doing "butt flops" while playing cuz...we could. i felt on top of the world even though i knew this was going to be a one time thing as i was apparently a replacement or something. After the show I was no longer with the band, but waiting in the field to see the band. i felt really abandoned and out of place...i didn't know anybody...so I stood next to Sarah Palin...yes SARAH PALIN....who I hate...because I'm a hippie Bruce Springsteen fan obviously. she said something but i don't remember what because even in the dream I was ignoring her. Bruce then ignored me as he walked passed to get into a van, even tho i was trying to talk to him to show off to those around that i knew him. then i woke up, feeling abandoned by Bruce Springsteen. my life. Most of my high school friends (i am 20) left town for college. i stayed in town to go to technical college. i have been dating a wonderful woman for 7 months now. I have wonderful feelings about how thats going. she does have some pain and problems with her genitals making it hard to have tradition vaginal sex. but it doesn't bother me too much especially when i am around her. I am also taking a bigger, more important role in my summer job this year. that has left me worrying some nights. right now i am on the waiting list for the program im going into at school and not employed during teh school year. So I'm not doing that kinda stuff now. what does this dream mean?

[Dreamanity]

Hi totzfz! Is it possible that your dream is relating to your fears that you have lost the ability to to just have a good time like perhaps when you were still in high school with your friends etc.? And as well as relating to your girlfriend and her sexual issues etc.? It seems like Bruce might represent your life now, and that even though its not maybe your most ideal life or what you had dreamt of, you are happy with it and just living in/for the now. You might be having fears that those 'good times' of the past have left you or are no longer accessible to you because of the 'technical' path you have chosen (Sara Palin). Hope that helps! V