Short(ish) back story (this is waking life);
I was speaking to this girl for about a year before finally meeting up with her. She was a friend of one of my closer friends so she wasn't some complete stranger I met online. I hadn't met her yet but I already knew that I liked her. A lot of things went on before meeting up and at one stage we didn't talk for a few days but then we started talking again, this time seemingly more than before. We met up and I had an utterly fantastic time out - nothing happened between us sexually, it was generally just a great day. We met up again the following week and it was even better this time. A few days afterwards, it just 'ended' - she just didn't want me in her life or something like that. This was roughly last September. Since then we've been talking a little bit but the conversations are often bland and NOTHING like they were before. I'm pretty sure to say that I was/still am in love with her as since it 'ended' (we didn't actually go out), I've seen three other people and really liked them all but none of them have made me feel the same way the first person did. That was different. 
There's a lot more to the back story than the above and I'm missing many details so sorry if it's all a little vague.
Anyway, back on topic. For the last few months I thought I was over her but over the last few days she's all I've been able to think about. Almost every single dream I've had has involved her - whether we're kissing, hugging or just chilling out. There hasn't been anything sexual in any of them except for last night's one. She was in three separate dreams. The first one involved waist hugging and kissing, the second one was just general cuddling and third one was as follow; at one stage, she was standing there completely naked in a field of spiraling thorny plants that reached up to just below her knees.

Imagine the curly bit of that in a field all over the place but in plant form a little bit bigger and that's what it looked like.
I was standing a few meters away from her on the outside of this plant wilderness field thing. Anyway, she was standing there, smiling in a rather sexual way so I gave this head gesture/look as to whether she wanted me to come over and she shook her head, but she was still smiling. I actually wanted to go over now to embrace her so I gave a hand gesture this time (pointer finger raised, saying 'just once') and she nodded and opened her arms wide (like when you go for a hug). I looked down at the field, getting ready to go over. I was so excited/nervous by this stage that I instantly woke up with adrenaline coursing through my entire body. 
Anyway, long topic short, what could this dream mean? I'd really like to know what my mind is telling me right now as I'm really confused. Thanks in advance. 
EDIT: The other two dreams involving her were as follows. In the first one, we just hung out, hugged and kissed/made out. In the other one, I went to hug her again but I missed the hug and slid along this huge straight of ice that started behind her and stretched on for probably 50ish meters, maybe a little more. In these two dreams there were lots of other characters, namely people from my school year, but in the main one I mentioned above it was literally just us. There was also no speaking in that one but there was speaking between us in these two.
|
|
Bookmarks