Before I get to the dream, let me tell you a little about myself: I am a 27 year old guy who has had a crush on Adam Lambert since he mentored on American Idol in 2010. I haven't told my parents that I am gay, and I am currently sngle and not seeing anyone, and I'm not looking for a boyfriend.
I had this dream sometime early in January of 2011. It was a DILD.
I remember lying on the ceramic floor in the kitchen, (somehow it was soft like my bed). I remember repeatedly whispering aloud in my dream "I like Adam" several times and as I got up my brother-in law asked me "What did you say"? and I answered "Nothing". And at the same time I was answering his question, I noticed Adam Lambert sitting in my dad's leather recliner. He was wearing a grey t-shirt and jeans, and he was sporting the short haircut that he showed off during the first part of the Glam Nation Tour. As I got closer to him, I started pointing to him, and thinking "I like this guy". I remember feeling like I was on top of the world. At that same moment, I remember my mom was somehow invading our "space". I don't really remember what she wanted, but I didn't really care, and she didn't seem to even notice me pointing to Adam Lambert.
Cut to a new scene where I find myself outside my house looking up at a pretty blue but somewhat cloudy sky. I started walking, and somehow find myself in this area that seemed familar to me but at the same time was unfamilar, by that I mean that it felt like I was there before in the dream, but yet something was different. The place looked like it was illuminated by sunlight, but when I looked at the sky it was completely black. I continue walking on the sidewalk and appearently I go the "wrong" way. I come to these little areas where the sidewalk is blocked by a few water fountains (the kind used for drinking) and then I eventually come to a dead end. At this dead end, I notice there is a railing to my left and a path leading down to my right which looked like it lead to the school proper. As soon as I start to make my way down that path, I see this young boy walking up to where I was standing. Then I woke up.
Some extra things to note:
1. During the part with Adam Lambert, we didn't speak or interact in any way. He was silent throughout the whole dream. It was nightime at this point.
2. During the last part of the dream, I remember feeling lost, but not panicky lost. I remember thinking "I'll just go this way and see what happens".
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