So I was sayin to myself last night before I fell asleep "Im gonna remember my dreams" Well, it turns out I only remember one. But I dont want to remember it. Iyee.

From what I remember, I was laying on this doctors bed, about to go through an abortion. That in itself is just creepy. Im mean gah, Im still a virgin here. But anywho. And Im freaked to death on needles, so Im freaken out and crying and whimpering (I actually woke up with tears on my cheeks), and the nurse, who I cant see the face of, is trying to reassure me that it'll be allright. And then I remember sayin that I wanted purple suture (the thread used in stitches), because for some reason they were cutting my stomache open. And then fast forward to this guy (who is one of the vets. I go there for work experience, but he's large animal, and Ive never seen him gas anything) and he has the mask over my face for the gas that puts you out (I dun know what its called, but Ive watched it been done to animals) and I remember my stomache hurting, because Ive already had the stitches. And I woke up, and it still hurt, not like bad obviously, but that icky feeling you get when someone is describing an accident then you start to hurt. And so my stomaches hurting, and im sayin "make sure im out, make sure im out" and when I go under, I wake up.

So in short its totally messed. And I soo didnt want to remember that dream (hehe, I even said that as soon as I woke up)