Every lucid I have been having ( about 3 times a week ) it's completely stressful and I can't accomplish anything. I think the last peaceful lucid dream of mine was back in march. I've had about two fun ones where I was placed in a situation and I could fight my way out but now it's just no fun anymore. I'm under enormous amounts of stress whenever I become lucid and even in WILDS. I don't have any amount of control anymore, it's gradually gotten worse until it completely disappeared. They also become darker and darker.. They used to be bright and sunny, then blue, purpleish and now black.

Routine lucid dream for me.

I start in my house, my house is dimly lit and it's night time. Whenever I become lucid I stop stabilize and yady yady ya. Then things become crazy and I can't stop it. For example the other night I was lucid and there was cars crashing into houses. I knew I was dreaming so I stopped, relaxed and assured myself that nothing will happen.It did nothing, then a car comes flying into my house and destroys it. I lose all lucidity.


Every dream I try to make it light out and I can only get the sky to flash a couple colors and I wake up. It's like I'm just a normal person that can't do anything besides what my real life allows me to do. ( I do know it's hard for my mind to create something from scratch but I used to have long lucids with infinite amounts of control.) I've done everything from auto affirmations before bed, relaxation in the dream, and what used to work without fail, verbal commands. I took about a three week break and started again. When these dreams happen I don't let them phase my and go to sleep thinking I will have a great lucid dream, today it's just bugging me.


I just want it to be the good old days again Any ideas?