Man this is frustratingly hard. I can't even really see the canvas. I am having a problem with my eyes that I had when I tried the lucid dreaming audio series from hemisync, where my eyes start getting all jittery and moving around, and my eyelids slowly open. When I close my eyes, they don't feel shut unless I do it really hard and my eyes kind of roll back, and it's super dark and I see no patterns whatsoever, just black.

Does this have to be done with eyes closed to start out? I was seeing a few white patterns when my eyes were partially opened, but I think it was my eyelashes, even though it was pitch black in my room. Man this is gonna be a long journey to the end