hey guys, i haven't been online or really trying to lucid dream the last couple of months, but have been having a very annoying problem every single time i do manage to become lucid.

ok, so every time i suddenly realise, 'hey im lucid!!' i only manage to spend about 10 seconds in the dream, because as soon as i think, even remotely, about waking up, i do.
i get sucked out of the dream, and into something else that i ALWAYS think is reality. ive even been rcing every time i wake up for about 2 weeks now, and it still keeps happening. it feels like my mind is trying to stop me from consciously dreaming...

can anyone help??