Quote Originally Posted by NoddyMaye View Post
i love this post, well untill the negativity rolled in. Im having problems finding my DG. the first one that "claimed" to be my DG. had a very false dark feel about them, i was very uneasy around them in my dream and i just knew that they werent really my DG. the second time, wasnt so bad. but i knew it wasnt my DG... the last time i was lucid i was asking around for my DG.

every one i asked. was shutting me out. blocking door ways and walk ways, and kept saying things like your DG isnt here, you wont find you DG and. it was like a whole dream town of people were all in on this little sick game. i dont really understand...... but then again, who really understands dreams. this was such a horrible dream though. left me in my dream feeling so empty and weird i had to wake myself up.. does anyone have any thoughts on this
That I actually sound cool... It's so mysterious when things like this happen. Maybe your not ready to find you DG. I personally do not think I'm ready. Ask yourself the question. If you feel like you are ready then keep going and take it as a interesting journey. When you'll find your DG it will mean so much more to you. Things always mean more when they are harder to find. Imagine you had found your DG the first time, it be juste like "Oh, that was easy!" but if like what's happening to you now, every DC is trying to stop you from finding your DG, and then you find him/her, you'll feel very proud that you defeated all your DCs and achieved something so hard. It will give you a very good feeling, well, I think.