Originally Posted by
Fitz
In my experience, a lot seems to depend on whether deep inside you believe you can get to your DG or not. If all you get from DC's is a "No" when you ask them for help, it might be nothing more than the subconscious (or conscious) fear of failure. Me, I made numerous attempts - asking DC's, yelling at the sky, talking to myself, trying to find my DG in my cellphone's address book. All to no avail. Then I remembered one dream I had, in which I was leaving an apartment, in which I spent a while talking to a girl. She seemed sad about me leaving, so I promised her I'd be back. And somehow, even when I woke up, it made sense to me that I have to go back and find her. Even though most dreams - no matter how crazy, vivid and captivating - eventually lose importance, this one got me thinking. So now in my LD's I'm trying to get back to that place - which is an actual place, a building in my hometown. A bunch of times I almost made it. One time, I went there by bike and was not more than 200 meters away from the place when I woke up. The other time, I was even closer, but on foot. But then I saw my grandma, so I asked her about my DG, and she pointed me down the street I was walking, at the end of which the said building is located. So I think I might be on to something here. And maybe that belief is what it's all about. Maybe if I *believe* I can meet her there, she'll step forward and meet me halfway?