I hope that some experienced guys can help me somehow...
I know there were a post of mine which was similar to this, but still... ANYTHING against nightmares will be appreciated and tried.
So, nightmares. Every damn single day. The problem is that I realise I'm dreaming, and the whole thing turns against me, no matter what, can't control it. Two examples, as I'm not writing down nightmares, yesterday's and today's:
Yesterday: I was playing a dumb game before, then realised I'm dreaming. A little plush tiger was there as a living one laying on a table, I was just stroking it's side, I saw that it enjoyes it, and controlling came into my mind but as it went bad so many times, I just wanted to enjoy stroking such a cute animal. It's fur was really soft, I had my senses. After a few seconds, it turned to me with it's head with a wild psycho smile, and said: "Thanks for committing everything against me". After that it teared me to pieces, however I didn't feel it.
Today: I was with a girl, she was normal, and probably because of yesterday's late playing (which I usually don't do) we were killing terrorists. After that we both just got to the same roof. I got lucid. Not sure why, I knew she is a lesbian and asked if she is bisex (I know, it's really strange...), and while coming closer she said she is, but the sky and everything got darker, so I started joking around with weapons, which bringed it back. Said that she will get an M4, but in the box where it was supposed to be weren't such, but a toy crossbow.
After it I said: "But we can still talk, right?" (regardless of it trying to turn into a nightmare). Sure she said. I looked at the sky, it was nice with various colours, and trying to be hinting at nightmares, I said that "I don't like when it's dark, why can't the sky always be blue?" Ofc instant nightmare, all turned dark and she attacked me.
I still have two ideas which I'll try, but if anyone was struggling with nightmares and found a solution, or just has a theory whether it's wild or not, feel free to post it here. I don't really want to stop lucid dreaming, but this is killing me.
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